ghosts

o.

dearest you,

listen to every song on a twist in my story, because they all remind me of you. i know you already feel like the most special person on earth---jerk---but this entire album describes you perfectly. well, kind of---because you're a bloody jerk---and these songs are delicate, not to be stained with memories of such a person as you, but god dammit, they're you. every chord, every hook, every note. they're all you.

would it inflate your ego even more if i let you know that, in reality, every single song i listen to, reminds me of you and only you?

but for now, listen to this.

p.s. i hate you because these songs are breathtaking and your lies are not.

p.p.s. that was a lie, you steal the air in my lungs.

p.p.p.s. "just for one night, pick me again."