Fight or hide

chapter 2

We all walked upstairs just following Ben. I still don't understand what Ben was planning whether he was going to tell them what's going or not. It would make sense seeing Lucy is one of the oldest of us as well. We got to the bedroom the door still wide open from when Ben and I was in it before. Everyone took a seat on the bed while Ben stood up just in front of the bed. "You guys all know what's happening, so I asked you two to come up because I was wondering if Lucy you would be okay to drive a small group of us and ill drive the other half and you follow behind me." Ben said as looking at me to see whether I approved or not but I didn't actually think about all these things that Ben has already come up with. Therefore, he is a good leader.

"Yeah, I'll be fine with it as long as they will listen to me and I get Noah in the same car." Lucy said and I just smiled, it nice to know that she still cares about Noah and still likes him even if he hasn't made a move yet. Which is disappointing, to be honest, we have all been waiting for it but still, nothing has happened. Which annoys as more than it annoys the two of them unless of course they are secretly dating and we don't know about it. "Curtis I would like you to be in charge of all the special gear we are bringing to the trip, you are definitely good at these but not too much that it won't fit in the two cars we are taking." Ben said and he was definitely right Curtis is one of our best people for the job he always thinks of the things that we need gear while it hasn't crossed our minds. "Yes, I'm in but I will need some extra hands so do you think you would let Rose help me as well?" Curtis said giving us his best puppy dog guys and I guess there is no harm with a bit of help. "Sure be my guess, Curtis." I said as the room started to get really loud about everyone's thoughts.

I had to get out of the room fast before my head goes and explodes on me. I quickly run out of the room and go straight to my room which is just across from Ben's. I then shut the door behind me and lock it. I'm pretty sure the team knows why I do this by now and I'm hoping Ben knows or even Curtis because they seem to know me the best. However, Lucy definitely knows seeing she is my sister but she might not even know. However, I do need to get Lucy and Noah together like proto because I'm sick of hearing both of their thoughts about how they both want to be together. I need to talk to Noah, so I got off my bed and I was ready to unlock the door when I heard a knock. So, I unlocked the door and opened it and of course, it was Ben. He is honestly always there for me.

"You okay Ruby?" Ben said and instead of nodding or anything I did the unthinking able I never thought I would do something like this. I just walked passed him and went downstairs like I was mad at him but I wasn't, so I felt bad. I was walking downstairs as heard footsteps behind me but I just still kept walking even though I felt so much guilt for just walking away without saying anything back. I felt so bad. "Noah can I speak to you for a second." He nodded as we walked away from the team and ben stopped following me after I said that which is bad but also good because I don't know if Noah wants him to hear this but everyone knows about them two likings each other or is it just me.

"You need to ask Lucy out, you guys both drive me nuts. Both of you think about each other and I'm sick of hearing it when you guys aren't together." I said without even meaning to sound like I'm having a go at him when that's not my intentions. "You have a point, Ruby, I might do it soon thanks for letting me know though." Noah said as I ran to ben because I felt so bad from running away from him and not saying anything. Ben was back upstairs in his room while everyone was downstairs. So, I ran upstairs to his room.

I opened the door wide open ran up to him and kissed him on the lips. It was the best kiss I have had. It was passionate, sweet and gently I loved every little bit of that kiss. I kissed him what the hell was I thinking, this is going to make things awkward now, he's my best mate what have I done. So, I ran back downstairs and out the back door. I felt bad every time I try to do something right but always ends up being something I do bad. Why do I have to be the special one I don't want to be the special one. I Ran out on the grass to see Curtis and rose already working on their task together. Which was cute Curtis obsoletely likes her but I don't really know how Rose feels or thinking she hard to read sometimes.