A Deal With A Psycho (i did not proofread this)

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(Present time)

"Hey, Rosalia? What are you thinking?" Bulong sa akin ni Gustav.

We are tangled on the sheets after we did a steamy sex.

Isang linggo na rin mula nung nakalabas siya sa hospital. Isang linggo na rin siyang hindi pumapasok sa trabaho niya. I even heard that he cancel all his appointments just to stay here.

"Hindi ka ba ang papasok sa trabaho?" Pag-iiba ko sa usupan.

He kissed my shoulder ang hug me tighter. "No. I wanna stay here with you."

Binalingan ko siya. "How about your business?" Tanong ko sa maliit na boses.

"Logan can handle it." Seryoso niyang sabi.

"What's on my Senyora's mind?" Bulong niya ulit.

"Nothing."

"Wanna go shopping?" Umiling lang din ako.

He bit and kissed the tip of me ear. "I know you are thinking about something."

Napahinga nalang ako ng malalim. If I know something about him, well I guess he knows everything about me.

I gave him a slow kiss before saying my thought.

"I'm just thinking of someone, hon." Humigpit agad ang hawak niya sa kamay ko.

"What?" Iritado niyang bulong.

"That is why I don't wanna tell you. Baka magalit ka. Galit ka na nga." I sadly said.

"The more I wanna know, Rosalia."

"It's a guy, hon." I bit my lip after saying that.

"A guy." He angrily repeated.

"Hon, iniisip ko lang ang bumaril sayo. I'm just worried. I'm sorry." I softly said.

Bumilis agad ang paghinga ito. He muttered a curse and looked at me angrily.

"Sinabi ko na sayo! Wala lang iyon! Just a random bastard! Don't you fucking think of that fuck again!" He striked angrily. Napapikit agad ako sa sinabi niya.

"I know hon. I'm sorry." I said ang hugged him.

Hindi pa din humuhupa ang galit nito. He immediately removed the comforter covering my naked body, and cupped my boobs. He hardly cupped them like he needed them.

"Damn it." Napapikit ito habang binilasan pa ang paglalaro dito.

"Ohhh Gustav." Tawag ko sa kanya nang nagsimula naman siyang dilaanan ito.

"Hmmmmmm"

"Owwww."

He stopped when he got contended. I looked at his boxers. He is having a boner. Napangisi nalang ako sa iniisip ko.

"Am I forgiven, honey?" I whispered on him. Tinaliman niya lang ako ng tingin.

Humalkhak ako. "Okay then. I won't help you with that." Nguso ko sa ari niya.

Kinagat nito ang labi para pigilang ngumisi. He's giving in so quickly when talking about this.

I tilted my head. "You sure I'm still not forgiven? Bahala ka diyan."

Aalis na sana ko nang hawakan niya ang kamay ko. He hugged me tight while I was facing the mirror. I can feel him poking on my butt.

"Are you gonna take me from behind?"

"No." He kissed my nape before continuing.  "I know you're tired."

"Then what should we do about that?" Natatawa kong tanong.

"Let's just let it."

"Let it what?" Pang-aasar ko sa kanya.

"Shhhhhhh! Just be quiet."

Mas natawa pa ako nang natahimik na ito. He was quietly inhaling and exhaling behind me.

Binalingan ko siya. I smiled when I saw him controlling his self. Alam niyang siguro   pagod na ako but I still wanna oblige pleasuring him.

"Hey, you know you don't have to do that." Bulong ko sa kanya.

Seryoso naman itong tumingin sa akin. "No."

I combed his hair. "Okay."

"Rosalia." He called me.

"Yes."

"Promise me one thing." He breathily said.

Nawala ang ngiti ko sa sinabi niya. I feel a lump on my throat, remembering what I did years ago.

I manage to nod my head. "A-ano y-yon."

He smiled to me. A weary one. "Please promise that you won't leave me. Again."

Nakaramdam ako ng awa sa sinabi niya. But I didn't give in fast. I fake a laugh.

"Paano kita iiwan? I'm your slave, hon. Remember?"

I said like it's a casual thing. It is. For me. Nakatatak na sa aking isipan iyon. That I should forever serve Gullier Stavereign Castanier even if it takes my life.

"Yes you are. But here." He pointed on his chest.

"Hindi ko siguro mabibihag ang puso mo."
Mapakla itong tumawa. Natahimik naman ako sa sinabi niya.

Nagulat ako nang makitang may tumulong luha mula sa mata niya. He immediately wiped it and smiled at me.

"Alam kong nasaktan kita, Rosalia. Physically and Mentally. I am not dumb  not to realized it."

"Pero sana tandaan mo rin kung bakit ko ito nagawa."

"Please don't leave even when you don't love me. Please just pretend you are. Sasaya na ako doon Rosalia. Hindi ako handang palayain ka."

Hinawakan nito ang kamay ko. He kissed it tenderly.

Then I remembered what Logan said to me after what he did.

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"Im sorry if I betrayed you, Senyora. But Gustav needs you."

"Pero sinasaktan niya ako Logan! Wala kang awa! Hindi mo ba makita kung paano niya ako nilapastangan! At pumapatay pa siya nang tao! Hindi mo siya pinipigilan!"

"Hindi mo ba narinig ang sinabi niya?! He was willing to change for you!? Pero para saan pa ang pagbabago niya kung iiwan mo siya?!"

"Willing to change for me?! Willing to change for a girl whom you just kidnapped on a bar and was named Rosalia?!" Galit kong singhal sa kanya.

Natahimik ito sa sinabi ko.

"Ano?! Sumagot ka! Sino si Rosalia!?"

"He finds pleasure on killing." Saad nito.

"Sino si Rosalia?! Napakasimpleng tanong Logan!"

"All you need to know is that you are Rosalia."

He smiled a little before continuing.

"Rosalia is a brat. She wants to go shopping a lot. Maldita siya. I don't like her." Tumingin ito sa akin.

"Embrace that identity. Then when the right time comes, you'll know. You will trust me again and tell me I'm right."

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Huminga ako ng malalim. This time I'm doing this for real.

"Yes. I won't."

A DEAL WITH A PSYCHO
By: SkittlyCray

(A/N: Wag na kayong magalit kay Logan. Hehe. Spread loveee. 🖤)