October 8th,2012
Have you ever wondered what the guy you’re crushing on thinks about you? Well, too bad because that’s never going to happen unless you magically can read minds, he tells you, or writes it in a diary. So now I have officially decided that I have a crush on him. I was trying to fight it but all this hotness he’s giving me is just way too much.
Well today we finally fell back into the normal routine because Ariel wasn’t walking with us today. She apparently found herself a new girl to walk with instead of us. I guess this is a part of the sibling war thing. I still don’t fully understand it. I hate Mondays so much but today felt really good; I got up on time, took a shower, fixed my hair, put on some smexy clothes, and ate breakfast. Very fulfilling this morning.
Anyway, during our walk Demetrius offered some of his Lucky charms and I gratefully accepted. I had a feeling just to hold his hand but I fought it. Then I tried to start a conversation which I normally don’t do. I was in such a good mood at the time that I wanted to talk to him.
“So, Demetrius, where do you get all this candy and sugar from anyway?”
He grinned. “I have a compartment in my hoodies and backpack where I keep all my candy. I’ve discovered that if I don’t have candy over a long period of time then I won’t be able to focus.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah, so what’s up with you and those clothes?”
“What about them?”
“They’re uh... tight.”
“So what? I can’t wear tight clothes anymore?”
“That’s not what I’m saving. I’m saying your arse looks good in them.”
As soon as he said that he just shut up and blushed. I was dying laughing at that point. I couldn’t say anything. It was me expressing that what he just said, even though he thought it was embarrassing, made me smile. At least now I know he looks at my ass from time to time. When we walked up to my “friends” Adam was talking.
“So what are we going to do for this year’s Halloween you guys? Are we going to go t-peeing again like last year?”
“Well I’m not. I rather go freeloading in the neighborhood than vandalizing someone else’s property. Thank you very much.” I said.
“Ty, don’t be a pussy. This’ll be fun.”
“I disagree. That’ll put someone in jail.”
“Whatever, Ty, be like that. We’ll have fun without you.”
I really didn’t care. I would do a lot of things to act normal but not vandalize someone else’s house. That’s just being a dick to someone. Would you really want someone messing up your house and yard? No. When we got to Demetrius’ house Ariel was sitting on their couch with her new friend that I later found out her name was Amy. So they were just talking and stopped when we came in the door. Ariel glared at Demetrius but said hi to me and they finished talking. We went upstairs to Demetrius’ room.
“Tyler, I want to show you something.”
“What?”
“My secret stash of candy, treats, and other things.”
“O-Kay.”
What else was I supposed to do? So he opened like this secret compartment he installed in his wall. I would have never known it was there unless he didn’t show. I swear the first thing I saw was gay porn. I saw nothing else. Now an image of Demetrius jerking off to some porn is forever stuck in my head. I passed out right then and there. When I woke up Demetrius was in my face making sure to see if I was ok. Pure bliss J
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