Guns and Roses

Confessions

As I walked to Xavier's warehouse after school I caught a glimpse of Sarah walking in the woods a little while away from me. I didn't acknowledge her, I just kept walking on my way. I had to get there quickly or else Xavier would be pissed. Before I knew it I was running full speed towards the warehouse. 'Shit I'm late!' I screamed inside my head. I made it to the warehouse and stopped to catch my breath for a second. I quickly caught my breath and tried to enter as quietly as possi- "Mutt, how nice of you to join us!" Xavier exclaimed. "Shit," I muttered as I walked over to where everyone was sitting. "You're late," He spat. I just took my seat and didnt say anything. He growled and stalked over towards me. Everyone else was staring at us with a look on their faces that said 'What the hell is going on between them?' I kept my gaze on the floor until my head was jerked back roughly. I let out a painful cry as my gaze met Xavier's eyes. "Meet me outside later. I need to speak with you." I nodded as best I could with my head tilted back at a painful angle. He let me go and began giving out orders.

After everything was done I began to walk outside, forgetting that I had to meet Xavier. As I turned the corner of the warehouse someone grabbed my arm. I tried to scream but my mouth was quickly covered. "Shut the fuck up mutt." I suddenly relaxed as I recognized Xavier's voice. He removed his hand and pinned me against the hard surface of the warehouse. "We need to talk." He said. "About?" I asked pushing on his chest hoping he'd back off a bit. He didnt. "About us," He began. "I have these feelings that I have no idea what to do with. When you're not with me I need you here. I keep catching myself thinking about you constantly and all I want to do is kiss you and mark you up so everyone knows who you belong to." I shook my head. "Too bad. You treat me like shit and it surprises me that you actually know my fucking name. You almost got us killed!" He looked hurt by my words but quickly covered it with a look I couldn't quite comprehend. "But, Eve...It wasnt intentional. I didn't mean for us to get hurt. I love you." He said gritting his teeth. "Let go of me. You dont care about me. Look at you you're gritting your teeth and your grip tightened on me when you said it!" I said looking down at my waist. "You liked me remember? You fell for me Evangeline." He growled out. I scoffed and pushed him away. "It doesnt fucking matter you asshat! We're in different gangs anyways! We can't be together even if I still had feeling for you, which I dont!" I shouted tears forming in the edge of my eyes. He gave me a shocked look which quickly turned to a stone cold one. "What?" He shot me a deathly glare. "You heard me. Im from the gang known as The Misfits. I'm not supposed to be here in the first place. I was so scared to say anything before because everyone knows if this happened the person would be killed." I said taking out my gun and loading it. "So here," I handed him my gun which I made him point at my head. "do it." I said standing up straight. Xavier looked at me and placed his hand over the trigger. I closed my eyes. Then....-BOOM- I heard the sound of the gun firing but I didnt feel any impact. I slowly opened my eyes only to see Xavier pointing the gun towards the sky. "Don't ever tell me to kill you." He said and tossed the gun off to the side. I didnt say anything. I just stared at him. "My confession means nothing to you, eh? Fine. Get the fuck out." He said and I just walked off. I didnt say a word. After this I moved to New York and started over. I never heard from Xavier again.

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HAHA!!! This ending sucks ass but I dont care. I loved this story in the beginning but I lost all fucking motivation for writing it after a lot of shit went down in my life. Anyways. Thanks for reading!!