Guns and Roses

Scared

I was standing in the parking lot waiting on Xavier to show up. "God, how long does it take to walk twenty feet out of the school?" I asked out loud looking around the parking lot for the fifth time. Its been thirty minutes since I have been standing here, and I was getting bored. "Where the fuck is he?" I mumbled. I picked up my bag and started walking away when Jorjette walked up to me. "Were you waiting on someone?" She asked tilting her head to the side. I nodded. "Yeah, I was waiting on....um," Shit, I cant tell her. "fuck it. I was waiting on Xavier." I shrugged. Jorjette smiled and jumped up off of the ground. "Are you finally seeing someone? Are you dating Xavier?! Omg, im so happy for you!!" Jorjette started asking so many questions. I got so embarrassed. "Jorjette! Shut the fuck up! I'm not dating Xavier. He doesn't even like me." I told her grabbing her arms and keeping her still. Her smile dropped and she nodded. "Sorry, but if you ever do get with him I wanna be the first to know, okay? Cause I wanna fangirl." She laughed. I nodded. "Sure, ill tell you if I ever start dating someone." I turned and walked away. I walked to the warehouse and slammed the door open. Everyone's head snapped in my direction. "Oh, look its Mutt." Birdie chuckled. I rolled my eyes and walked over to her. "Where is your brother?" I asked. Still a bit ticked off that he didnt show up at the parking lot. "Why? You gonna fuck him?" Birdie smirked. "Yes, im definitely gonna fuck your brother." I scoffed sarcasm lacing my voice. Birdie rolled her eyes. "He's not here, Mutt, he's probably off fucking someone or out on a deal." She stated and I threw my bag across the room. Everyone gave me a blank stare not saying a word. "Sarah, I'm going out for a smoke. You wanna come? I need to talk to you." I asked walking outside. Sarah came out of the door a few minutes later. "I fucking hate him. He didnt show up like he said he would. I bet he's still mad about what happened in class." I started rambling as Sarah just nodded. "He's a fucking asshole! I can't believe I actually like him!" I started shouting and throwing my arms around in the air. Sarah nodded and took out a cigarette handing it to me. "Thank you." I sighed and stuck the 'Cancer stick' in my mouth lighting it and inhaling the fumes. "So? What exactly happened?" Sarah asked. I told her everything and she just laughed. "It's not funny Sarah! I literally said his name in my sleep, then he asked me to meet him in the parking lot to talk but he never showed up!" She started laughing harder. "Im s-sorry. It sounds like you have boy problems." She laughed wiping a tear away from her eye. I rolled my eyes once more and shook my head. "You're no help." I stated and she nodded. "I know." She smiled and turned to walk back inside. "Hey, Evie, can we talk?" I heard a voice call from behind me, and I whipped around so fast I almost fell flat on my ass. "What the hell Xavier?! You almost gave me a heart-attack!" I shouted and he just smirked. He's an idiot. "Sure, lets talk." I said and Xavier grabbed my wrist pulling me behind the warehouse. "What the he-" I was cut off by Xavier pinning me to the wall with his body. He was much taller and heavier than I was, so I couldn't move him. "Get off of me dumbass!" As much as I wanted this moment to happen right now wasn't the time. "You know you want me, Evangline." He cooed his hot breath hitting my lips softly. "I dont care how much I want this, I'm still pissed you didnt show up earlier." I hissed. Xavier moved his face closer to mine allowing as little space as possible to be between us. "Why? Are you scared of me?" He said barely above a whisper. Before I could speak his lips covered my own in a lustful hot kiss. I tried pushing him off multiple times with my mind screaming yes and my body screaming no. After about a minute of kissing, Xavier pulled away smirking. "Scared?" He asked. I was so confused and shocked I couldn't speak. I could barely look him in the eyes. "What the hell?! What was that for?! You don't even like me!" I started shouting louder, not knowing what else to do. Xavier had a panicked look on his face as my shouting grew louder. Before I could say another word he covered my mouth with his hand. "Stop shouting. someone will hear you!" He scolded. I glared at him but nodded anyways. He carefully removed his hand from my mouth. "I'm not scared of you, but YOU should be scared of me." With that I walked away. Wanting nothing more than to turn back around and kiss him again.