Bruises || smajor x laurenzside

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Trigger Warning - Abuse

Lauren's P.O.V

I was sitting on the ground as the echoing of glass breaking rang in my ears...

Bobby was drunk, again, yelling and fighting me, as tears fell I weakly stood back up again, I knew there was no use in trying to fight him back, I've tried before, the only thing that resulted in was more blood and bruises for me to try and cover up with makeup.

Every night it gets worse and worse, that's why I don't use face cam in videos anymore. My fans were suspicious of why but they've respected it.

I wish I could tell someone what was going on but he said he'd just make it worse if I did, it's already bad enough I can't go out certain days that I planned on going out on because of the bruises being so bad

The only person I'd tell would be Scott, then maybe the others but Scott first. I trust them all but for some reason i trust him the most. maybe its because he's the im closest to, the one i spend the most time with.

Time skip 2 months later

It's been 2 months and everything is the same.
Bobby is still abusive and I still have to cover up the bruises with makeup

The only thing that's changed us he's drunk more often, almost everyday, and his punches are harder, now leaving darker marks. i guess that's what going to the gym did.

he also threatens me with knives now. so far he hasn't cut me but hes gotten quite close to it by throwing knives at me and putting them up to my neck in his fits of rage.

I get off my bed and walk over to the bathroom and take a shower. I dry off then wrap the towel around my body and walk over to the mirror and do my makeup, covering and hiding as many of the bruises as I can

"Where are you going?" Bobby questions, walking up behind me

"To Yammy house....we're doing a collab..."

"Oh? prove it" he says, walking closer

"How?" I ask

" show me you're texts" he says simply

" we snap-chated and the texts disappeared"

"Hmmm, ok, if you're lying, you know what'll happen" he says, walking even closer to me. I could smell the alcohol on his breath from here

"I know..." i mumble

" good "

He walks away leaving me just standing there, I finish my makeup and walk out

Trigger warning over for now

I go over to my bedside table and take my phone out, checking to see if I have any notifications, a few from Twitter and instagram, other than that no

I change into leggings and a black hoodie before grabbing my phone and a bit of money. I put my money and phone into my pocket then finish up getting ready.

I grab my keys and yell a quick bye to bobby and pet dexter before heading out.

I had lied to bobby. to tell the truth I wasn't going to yammy's house at all. i was going to scotts. i had to get away from bobby.

sorry for the short chapter, i'll try to make the next one longer owo

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