My life /thoughts

why me?

I finally thought I found people I can trust but that was taken away to .everyone told u when they got together you would lose them and be forgotten and it finally happened now I feel alone only few people left and family but I still can't help but feel alone and lonely .everyone says get rid of them u don't need them but that's harder said than done because I trusted them .they are my best friends but people change so now I got to ask myself if its worth the pain anymore because you can only be broken so much before it becomes to much and I'm almost all the way broken bit do I speak up or keep quiet like I always do .I don't l ow what to do anymore and I'm almost at my breaking point .