You get bribed to come over just to feel like a guest and a stranger and not Like you belong even if your family u get promised that you get to hang out but they end up falling asleep and not going through with it. You get stuck to watch kids and hang with younger people and get forced to do stuff you don't want o do that you shouldn't have to .if u leave you get guilt tripped and feel guilty and rude and you cry and get bad anxiety but you just stay and when you get home u rant about all of it but u are to scared to act upon it .when you get home and your alone you turn on your music to drown out the world that's when you get peace and quiet until all if the pushed aside anger stress and emotions just come out in tears and you can't stop it but your way to scared to do anything so it's a never ending cycle
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Nonfiksithis is basically what's going on I'm my life or my thoughts I need to write out cause it helps
