Forbidden Lover | Lee Jongsuk [18+]

Chapter 7: Toxic People

_Jongsuk P.O.V_

I couldn't believe my eyes. My ex, the girl who crushed my heart into a million pieces, is standing right in front of me, and the only thing I'm concerned about is whether I'll get enough sleep for tomorrow. Man...what's wrong with me.

Boyoungs head hung low in defeat. Noticing the stench of alcohol reeking from her, I knew that something wasn't right. Now I'm getting worried.

"You didn't answer my question. Boyoung look at me please and tell me what you're doing here." Pleading as I fold my arms.

She listened. Raising her head streeks of mascara were visible in her red cheeks. Boyoungs eyes were slightly swollen as redness engulfs them with dark circles underneath them.

My expression went from stern to concerned.

"Ian and I have been arguing for the past few days, and today he-" she sniffs then clears her throat. "Can I um.... can I stay here tonight, you know till things have died down? " Boyoung spoke with hesitation. As she pulls a small suitcase out from behind her this made it more difficult for me to turn her away.

Is it a good idea to have your ex stay over? She's someone who made my life a living hell after we broke up. Most days I would think about her, I would miss her but I need to move on.

However, Boyoung is hurting, she needs my help, she needs my comfort.

"OK, you can stay for tonight, then you have to go back and talk things over with him." I caved in.

Why can't I say no to people?

I gestured for her to come in. Once she did Boyoung then abandoned her luggage to the side.

"Thank you so much. I promise I'll be out of your hair tomorrow."

Giving me a thankful hug, I was a bit shocked by the sudden jester but then reciprocated. As we broke the seemingly long hug, Boyoung placed her hands on my cheeks. Pulling me in closer to her I was shocked with what came next.

She's kissing me!?!

This is not good. Boyoungs still in a relationship, she's drunk, tired, not thinking straight. But you have no idea how I've yearned for this feeling, the feeling of her warm lips on mine, her body in close, as her loving hands dance all over my body.

Going over this situation in my head, I then decided to stupidly give in to her drug lust kiss.

Boyoung gave me passionate kisses while her delicate fingers danced their way to unbutton my dressed shirt then glide down my torso stopping at my lower waist.

Sliding her hands in my jeans, I let out a faint moan which gave Boyoung the chance to slip in her tongue. I didn't hesitate to give back, making her moan in the process with me slowly hardening.

Before we could go any further I motioned Boyoung to wrap her legs around my waist. She followed my instructions.

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Pushing the bedroom door open, we made our way to the bed as Boyoung finished unbuttoning my shirt. Once it was removed she then tossed it aside while stopping on the side of the bed.

Gently laying her down without breaking contact with her rosy lustful kiss. That's when I finally came back to my senses.

You know this isn't right Jongsuk, she has a boyfriend and you're fully aware of it. Not only that, but she's drunk, hurting and needs a friend right now, not a lover. This will not be healthy for both of you. Get your shit together.