TXT x Reader-Heart ✔️

Chapter 7 - A Talk

Y/N's POV

"N/N...are you really fine?" Chloe asked as Caren takes Kent around for a walk and to meet new neighbors.

"What do you think?" I ask smiling

"Your not fine are you" Chloe says and I look at her confused

"Why do you say that?"

"Because-your smiling but your eyes are filled with sadness" Chloe says and my smile falters disappearing from my face being replaced by a poker face.

Chloe reads my expression and smiles walking towards her room. "Good night N/N"

I watch her go as I sigh, "Good night Chloe"

I walk towards my room and sigh laying on the bed after locking the door.

Oh no.

there it is..

Tears run down my face as I desperately try to fight them back staring at the ceiling

Kent is back.

After all the long years of waiting and grief for him leaving

he has returned?

It look seems like a dream honestly.

I pull out my phone and grab my headphones clicking on a song to calm me down and sleep-probably while crying myself to seep.

I tried to walk together
But the night was growing dark
Thought you were beside me
But I reached and you were gone
Sometimes I hear you calling
From some lost and distant shore
I hear you crying softly for the way it was beforeWhere are you now
Are you lost
Will I find you again
Are you alone
Are you afraid
Are you searching for me
Why did you go I had to stay
Now I'm reaching for you
Will you wait, will you wait
Will I see you againYou took it with you when you left
These scars are just a trace
Now it wonders lost and wounded
This heart that I misplacedWhere are you now
Are you lost
Will I find you again
Are you alone
Are you afraid
Are you searching for me
Why did you go I had to stay
Now I'm reaching for you
Will you wait, will you wait
Will I see you again

The song ends and I wipe my tears away.

I can't afford to sleep now.

A knock on my door makes me look at the door and I sigh wiping my tears away and walk towards the door unlocking it.

"Hi N/N- were you crying?" Kent asked concerned

"..." I stare at Kent blankly but inside I was freaking out.

What do i tell him?

What should I say?

Does he know?

"if I was so what?" I blurt out and instantly kick myself inside.

great use of words I scold myself sighing.

Kent looks at me amused

"Actually I thought you might be crying to yourself or at least still registering the fact that I'm actually here" Kent started as I opened my mouth about to argue, "oh let me finish."

I close my mouth and let him speak as the corners of his mouth curl upwards, "I'm sorry for leaving you back then N/N." 

Maybe I was still weak.

Maybe I actually did miss him even though I wanted to forget him.

But the moment he said those words-my tears rolled down my face again and my vision blurred filled with tears.

"hey! N/N stop crying" he said sounding desperate, "you never cried this much before" 

I laugh at his words and wipe my tears away, "I honestly thought if you ever came back-"

"You would get angry at me and ignore me." Kent interrupted me and I smile at him

"You still know what I'm about to say"

"Like always." Kent said smugly

"Don't act so smug" I scolded him gently as he laughs sitting on my bed

"Yes yes" Kent responded snickering

I swat his arm gently and sit next to him.

"Good night N/N" he says standing up

"Good night Kent"

"Kent?" he asked suddenly frowning as I stare at him confused.

Finally I get it and laugh, "Goodnight Kentie"

Kent breaks into a smile and leaves the room.

That's one thing solved.

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I like to thank you guys for all your support for this series even though I haven't been fully active and updating them.  I'm growing lazy and some issues irl are troubling me.  

Hope you enjoyed nevertheless

P.S.

I recently just remembered the kpop group ONEUS.  I know I stanned them when they first released but I had so many things to take care of I guess I slowly forgot about them.  I recently got into their music and ect again and I am planning on making a fanfiction for them.  I just need to think of a plot.  My plots are practically the same over and over again-smh. I hope I'll think of something soon. 

Peace out! 

Also-I've grown to realize as I was typing this chapter that my motivation for this book doesn't shine anymore.  You can tell by the lack of tone and ect.  I don't want to continue this book without motivation so for now-I decided to halt this book until I score some new motivation.

I won't fully be stopping whatever I'm doing-I'm being busy studying for BAR exam and balancing it with work.  

I will be releasing both the ONEUS ff I plan(i just need to continue finding a perfect plot) and and TXT x Reader ff.  

I'm so thankful for all of your support and I hope you would love my new ffs.

I can't wait till I get more motivation for this ff but for now-this fanfiction deserves a rest.