One In A Million Love

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Another update here, I was trying to give this story at week before I updated but I couldn't so, y'all get this. It's a little long but worth it as always.... We're at Chapter 2 and so far I like where things are going..

June 5th

XOXOXO

Cocaine

2 Years later

My eyes fluttered open from the sun beaming through, turning to right I smiled seeing my handsome little man sleeping so peacefully. Kissing his head I carefully got out of bed going into the bathroom to shower and prepare myself for the day before his little tail was up giving me a run for my money.

I stepped into the lukewarm water letting it cascade down my body for a second, I took a deep breath trying to calm my nerves, for some odd reason I was getting a bad feeling. Closing my eyes I tried telling myself it was nothing I was fine and everything was alright. Whenever I felt like something bad was gonna happen that usually meant something was about to go down, my nerves would get the best of me and then came anxiety attacks.

Once my mind was calm and my nerves were under control I washed my body a few times before hopping out. Since I had class I decided on a pair of ripped jeans and a Spelman college T-shirt and some Ugg boots. It was mid December and almost Christmas break which I couldn't be more excited for.

"Good morning handsome, how did you sleep?" I asked looking up to see Austin's bright eyes watching my every move.

"Good, mommy I want cereal." I laughed watching him stretch his little limbs.

"Okay, lets get you cleaned up and dressed then we can get cereal."

By the time Austin and I made it to the kitchen my dad and his lady friend was already sitting at the table, "Papa!" Austin took off to my dad who happily scooped him up kissing his cheek, placing him on his lap.

"Morning Caine, how did you and my little cutie sleep, I cooked breakfast already." Monica asked taking a small plate of pancakes and eggs over to Austin.

"Good, morning daddy do you think you can drop Austin off at daycare so that I can make this morning class, time got away from me this morning." He waved me off saying, "You know I got him go ahead, make sure Rob is with you at all times and be safe." I nodded my head grabbing a few slices of turkey beacon, kissing my son then my dad and jetted out.

Once I knew Rob was behind me I headed to the other side of Atlanta, after the incident that happened with Bronx two years ago my dad made sure I never left the house without security. A neighbor found me unconscious beat badly and called the police, of course when my dad found out he flipped shit, the entire city of Atlanta was under chaos. I couldn't bring myself to tell him that Bronx was responsible for raping me because somewhere deep inside of me I wanted to be the one who killed his ass. However, I lied and said some girls had jumped me because they were jealous of me and rolled up on me, we got into and there I was.

Five months later I found out I was pregnant, I didn't know what to do or what to think, what I did know was that I couldn't abort my child, yes he was conceived  against my will but I felt like God had brought him to me for a reason. A reason I couldn't explain. I had to lie to my dad again and tell him I had-had a one nightstand with this guy I was seeing and the condom broke and that's how Austin was made. He wasn't as mad as I thought he was gonna be but he did tell me he wanted to finish college and become a doctor like had planned to do.