Do I Wanna Know? (Troyler) [ON HOLD]

Virgins and Advil

TYLERS P.O.V

Troye stood up quickly. "No." He paced in front of the bed, assessing the situation. I reached up and tried to pull him back onto the bed as he walked by, but he pulled away from my grasp. Smiling weakly at me, he left the room. I wanted to follow, but I didn't want to scare him away anymore than I had already. I sat in the silence hearing the occasional noise from the living area. It felt like he was gone forever. I don't know why my sexual experience was such a big deal to him. I mean, I just hadn't had a fucking dick up my ass or anywhere else. Neither have I seen one that isn't mine. So what? I wasn't mature enough for Lord Troye? Ugh he was making me mad. Troye walked in with my pants in hand. I stared into his sky blue eyes, and my anger dissolved in them. He coughed, signaling me to stop staring. I jumped up from the bed in the now too small room. I smirked as I grazed Troye's hand with mine as I took the clothing article. He immediately let go as he felt me touch him. He had sobered up quickly.

"What?" I sneered, my anger resurfacing. "Why won't you do it?" I avoided his piercing eyes. I don't know why I always did this. I always chickened out, said too much, or just wasn't attracted. I wanted, no needed this. It's all in his hands. No, I wish it was all in his hands. Those long narrow fingers wrapped around my throbbing length would feel great right now. He stared at the top of my head, unsure what to say. The floor was looking blurry as my eyes filled with tears. "Why?" I whispered scared for his response.

"I don't feel right taking your innocence when your drunk. That's what happened to me and I don't even remember my first time. I woke up naked in a strangers bed, and I don't want that to happen to you. And besides, your dating Caspar." As he said the last sentence I heard a hint of sadness in his voice. But no, as I looked up at his face, I saw no emotions. "I don't want you driving drunk, so you can take the bed and I'll take the couch." And with that, Troye got up and left the room. I slipped on my pants and nestled under the covers on the poorly made bed. It smelt like him, and I smothered my face into the scent of smoke and cologne. I felt my eyes close as I drifted into a deep sleep.

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I woke up to sunlight streaming through the now open window. I shielded my eyes and rolled over to grab my glasses off of the bedside table.

Beside my glasses, I found water, Advil, and a note that said-

"Out for a walk. -Troye"

A/N: OH MY JEEZ ALMOST 600 READS!!!!!! THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT!!! IM SORRY FOR TAKING A MONTH TO UPDATE IN THE BEGINNING BUT I WILL UPDATE MORE REGULARLY NOW!!!

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