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Taehyung POV

Just as Soo-young left Lisa woke up. She still looked sick, but with the I.V she seemed better. "T-taehyung? Is that you?" She asked, in a drowsy tone, her eyes were barely open and her voice was only a whisper. "Yes, it's me, now go back to sleep and rest," I said very slowly.

I turned around to leave the room and get a nurse, but Lisa grabbed my arm. "Why'd you leave me?!? Why'd you say "I love you", if you were going to leave me?!?", She said through her teeth, trying to fight back tears. 

I sighed. I didn't want to do it this way, but she needed to know the truth. And why I left her and ended our relationship.

"I left you because I didn't feel the same way with you anymore, I couldn't live a lie. It wasn't fair for you or me" I say, only for her to respond by bursting into tears. 

"Do you know how hard it was for me to accept that you left me for someone else! I cried for weeks, barely even eating, because I thought I wasn't good enough!" She said louder, almost to the point she was screaming.

I couldn't even think that I caused her that much pain. And it did truly hurt me. So I did the only thing I could think of was to hug her. Her body was so thin I could feel almost every bone, and her skin was ice cold. " It's not that you're not good enough, or that I didn't love you anymore. It's just that my feelings for you changed, you weren't what I wanted or needed."  

She pushed me away a little and stared into my eyes. "Taehyung I still love you," she said, still looking into my eyes, " I still love you too, but I lov-", I was cut off by Lisa suddenly kissing me, I don't why but I didn't pull away. 

After a couple of moments, I pull away, I look at Lisa and see a smug look on her face. " Well, you sure do still love me. Well, I guess you can leave now and I'll see you at school babe" she winks at me. I felt a knot in my stomach, when Soo-young came back I grabbed her stuff and made us leave. I couldn't bear to look at her, ashamed of what I did.