Joy is a little different from the rest of girls at school but she doesn't care. And it doesn't change how he feels. Let's see how far their relationship goes.
I was getting ready for my performance at the school festival. We had asked Irene to be the fourth person there and she said yes. I was getting ready and having Irene put the finishing touches on my makeup. When she finished I curled my hair and put on my suit.
We were performing a song called "Be Natural", and I was a bit nervous, but Da-hwan helped me through it.
Irene, Seulgi, Wendy, and I were getting into our positions on the stage, and I was starting to sweat a little.
But I kept a straight face, waiting for the curtain to open on the stage. When the curtain finally opened I felt excited, and I performed the best that I could. My feet were killing me from wearing high heels, and I had very few lines, which I didn't expect when we had first got the song, but I didn't complain.
We finished the performance, and when the curtain closed I dropped to my knees and crawled off stage since my feet hurt so much. This performance gives me another reason why I don't wear heels much.
When I got back to the locker room I put on some comfortable clothes and shoes. I then went to go find Da-hwan and the rest of my friends, as I was looking I bumped into Taehyung. I just stood there silent, I didn't know what to say or what to do. After what felt like eons of silence Taehyung was the first to speak.
"H-hey Joy, haven't talked to you in a while", he said very softly.
I didn't say anything but gave a polite nod and walked away. My heart was beating so fast, I still had feelings for him, but I also had feelings for Da-hwan.
I didn't know what to do, I was stuck in the crossfire of my feelings.
I had found my friends and went to enjoy the rest of the festival. I had a good time, and it helped me take my mind off the internal war going inside of my head. The festival was over and I decided to go have a sleepover at Yeri's house. I had called my dad beforehand, so I wouldn't get in trouble.
When we got to the house I had forgotten that I didn't bring any clothes, so I had to borrow from Yeri, so she gave me the biggest clothes she had.
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The shirt belonged to her now-boyfriend, Jungkook. I thought they were a really cute couple, but they barely hung out in public.
Which was fine I guess. I had settled down on Yeri's bed and waited for her to get out of the shower, as I was waiting I checked my phone and I had gotten a notification from Instagram. I opened it to see a picture of Taehyung in the hospital. My heart broke into millions of pieces seeing him in that state, I didn't know what to even think.
Thoughts ran through my mind, some good, some bad. I knew that Taehyung was depressed about us breaking up, but I hoped he wasn't in the hospital because of his depression and what stupid thoughts went through his mind.
But if it did, I wondered if things right now would have been different if I hadn't found out about him and Lisa, or even broken up with him.
