I met the guy that only I can see........

13. My Responsibility

And from now onwards I am getting ready for the responsibility I don't know what was it but I should be prepared for it.

"Hey Ange I wanted to ask you some questions," I said.

"We will discuss this all in details and I also wanna tell you something very important," he said

But before that, you go get a shower and then we'll discuss it over breakfast.

I nodded in yes

As walking towards my room I was still not able to believe that things change a lot from yesterday.

I got ready and picked a small one-piece for myself as I was so happy. I put some makeup on my face, I was starring at my mirror like I was looking so gorgeous. No one needs to compliment that I was feeling so much positive from inside and then my stomach growl. I came out of my daydream and walked in direction of Kitchen.

When I was making my way to the kitchen I saw him, he was looking at me like he has seen real beauty. His eyes were shining bright and he whispered, "beautiful".

And his eyes were now looking only and only me, which made me uncomfortable.

I grabbed bread from his hand and then he came to his senses. We sat opposite each other and the entire time he was starring me. That made me like just slap him.

Then he breaks the silence, "So now you know who I am but want some more details? Right?"

My curiosity grew and I said "Yes".

"I am an ANGEL, Came here to help you. And we have a mission."

And my jaw dropped, as all the time I was thinking abt the same, like who is he, but his answer made me crazy. I know he was telling the truth, but I lost my control and burst in laughter, as he told me a joke.

Then after some time, I saw his face going red, which made me stop.

I said, "There is no such thing as an angel."

As I don't believe in his existence, that made him crazier, He got up and grab me by my arm. And drag me into the living room, "Why you just can't believe?"

"Cuz the way you are treating me," I said sarcastically by folding my arms.

And then in anger, he spat "This is because of you,  You Little  bug, you made me this, he turned me into this bcoz of you"

I was not able to understand what is he saying, so I throw the 2nd question, "Why are you always blaming me, what have I done wrong?"

"It's your faith, you do not believe in God, you do not believe in us, we do exist, you are my mission, and I need to make you happy again, and also to trust on him, that old man."

"What are you talking about, who is him? Who is this old man? What mission?"

He pointed towards the sky and said "that old man who is up there everyone knows him as GOD, but you don't believe in him, he made me half-human"

"God does not exist, if he exists he didn't make this all happened, why he didn't help me when I was yelling for his help?" I asked him like I wanted an answer from him right now.

"This is fate," he said.

"No this is not fate, he can't do anything, he is not helping anyone, just giving sorrow and pain in my life."

"Come out of your world Lil girl, I just can't change what tragedy happened to you, but do I look like an angel anymore?"      

"No, I'm not, the more time I will spend here the more human I will become, the weaker, and I hate this emotion, anger is driving me crazy. If you think that I do not exist, I wish you also should not exist" and then he left the room.

I just can't hold the things again I messed up, I was so blind that I didn't even notice from how much pain he is going, and one thing he said correct "I should not exist." Again all my negativity capture me.

"I am getting weaker, more human" these words are dancing in my head like I don't want him just like me. I wanted him to be happy in his own world, he does not deserve this punishment, he is suffering bcoz of me. No one should suffer bcoz of me.

"you have a responsibility" maybe mom was saying about this. This is my responsibility to make him angel again, to send him into his world.