I met the guy that only I can see........

15. He is Gone

It's already dark now, he didn't return yet, I am all alone, I wanted someone to be with me, by my side, so I went to the storeroom and picked up the frame.

I prayed to him, to the God, "God, I trust you, I know deep down there that you exist but I just can't accept that you didn't help when my parents were dying, hence I stopped believing in you but now I believe you, you helped me when Ange's was in the hospital, so plz help me this time, I promise you that I will forget that tragedy and helped him to get him into his world, his loving world, where he'll be an angel again and will be happy. Please God for last time help me, return him to the home." And I closed my eyes thinking that some miracle will happen.

But nothing happened,

Though also I didn't lose hope, now I know God is going to help me. SO I tried to help myself, I came downstairs and opened the door, chilled air made me freeze, I thought about Ange, how is he gonna deal with this chilled air, I need to find him.

So I locked the door behind me and run towards the unknown direction, I asked everyone on my way about Ange but no one saw him( I forget the fact that no one can see him), that made me more worried. It was strange out here, I just can't remember the last time I ran like this, shivering in cold winter, I came across a park. I was running like crazy and now my legs get sore, I wanted something warm which can comfort me but it wasn't the time for comfort.

I just went insane, the thought which was clashing in my head, I don't want anything bad happens to Ange. I wanted him near me, over here, right now. After running like crazy I sat on a bench, which gave me shiver. The stars filled the night sky with a bright piece of art, and airs were playing like wild, I was in the situation where my mind was running with 10000km/sec, but my body was still here only, in the park, on the bench.

It was midnight now, the park was quiet, now I can hear the slushes of leaves and curling air running through my body, making me cold and weak by every passing minute.

Then I heard a voice, a male voice, I familiar voice, it was Ange. I ran in the direction from where the voice was coming. I amazed by his looks, he was like a bright moon, but he was sobbing maybe he didn't know that I'm here. I also surprise that being in this cold he looks completely normal like something magic happened to him. He was sobbing, sulking his head deep down in his two legs. I want to touch him, wanted to tell him, everything will be fine, wanted to hug him tightly. But then flashback...."This is bcoz of u" and I made my way to backward. As I moved my leg I step on the twig, that made him, get into reality, I turned my back to him, like if he didn't want to see my face again. I said slowly "I was worried abt you, let's go home."

But he didn't respond anything. I waited for 1 min but again no replay so I turned, and he was not there like he was gone, I made him crazy again, he didn't want to see my face again. I was about to leave but someone grabs me from backward and he leans his head on my back and cried, cried like a child.

"I'm sorry so sorry I didn't mean to hurt your feelings but it was me who can't control the emotions. I am sorry"

I turned back and saw his face, he was better than before but his eyes were red like lava, I hugged him and I said, "I m sorry for not understanding you, for not paying attention to our situation, I was there all the time but I didn't saw your pain, I'm so sorry"

We both cried under the same sky the chilled air was howling but his warm body gave me more energy to fight back. And I wanted to capture this moment and stay there like a lifetime. We face each other and I said, "I trust you." From my bottom of my heart.

And then something happened he seems to be regaining his energy from some unknown source of light. For the first time I saw as Angel we regain his wings they were mesmerizing.

Now he was completely angel. Showing me his real powers and looks, he was looking like more strong than ever. He completed his mission and God returns his powers, I was so happy, but maybe it was time to say him goodbye, as he was returning to his world. And I wanted to tell him please stay with me but, in deep down it was wrong, So I gave him a big smile and gave him a goodbye hug. As time passed so much faster than ever. Maybe this is the last time I'm seeing him, he was looking like my Prince Charming. But I control my emotions( and yeah human can control their emotions). I waved at him and said goodbye, then his brightness disappeared into the clouds. For moments I was not believing that he is gone, gone far away from me, but I am happy that he got what he wanted and he will be happy there. And all these situations made me stronger than before, maybe this is my fate to fulfill someone's dream, my responsibility was over, at the end I made everything go well, I was happy.

I return home with mixed filling, I was happy for him, but I wanted him by my side, I wanted him to be with me. As I opened the door, I feel warmth, I made my way to the bedroom and sleep like baby, no nightmares anymore.