I ran to my bedroom as i herd colby walking closer i was very uncomfortable in my lower half, why does the thought of sleeping with colby make me feel this way?.
I close my door and swiftly take off my shorts hoping i can keep it down and the he will see the door closed and leave me alone.
I slowly place three fingers on my clit and rub it giving off a quite moan i close my eyes enjoying the feeling, after a little more a picture of colby pops into my head and i let out a loud moan of colbys name by mistake thats when hear a gasp and my door closing.
I jump and pull my pants back on and rush out to see colby running across the yard and into the house, i really messed up this time.
I quickly close and lock the door and run back to my room laying on my belly i start sobbing into my pillow. About a hour later i hear a knock on the front door i get up and look out its cassy.
I open the door and she tells me dinners done i nod and tell her im just gonna clean up, i walk back to the bathroom i wash my face quickly reapplying my makeup.
I walk out and colby is sitting with a plate of potato salad and two burgers on his lap, his friends talking to him but hes paying him no mind.
I walk up to cassy and john by the barbecue and smile, cassy hands me a plate and i take it, i look around looking for a seat but theres only one left and it was beside colby.
I walk over and pull the seat farther away from him and face it slightly away, i zone out slowly eating my food when i came to again i noticed everyone has left and it was just me and colby and his family.
Cassy walks up to me and colby.
"I have no clue what happened between you two and honestly i don't care from now on colby u are sleeping on the fold out couch in the guest house so we know annabelle is safe at all times so get your things from your room" she planely said making colby stand and go in the house.
I stand as well and take my plate into the kitchen and i walk out heading for the guest house.
I walk into my room and close the door i grab some night cloths and quickly get in the shower, when i get out i open my door and walk out i see colbys things on the folded out couch and theres a faint glow coming from the yard.
I walk to the kitchen and start to boil water, i make myself a tea. I walk outside and see the family by a fire i walk over and sit next to clare she smiles up at me and i give a gentle smile back looking at the flames.
After a while of the kids roasting marshmallows cassy takes them upstairs to put them to bed, john had to head to bed too cause him and cassy had to work in the morning so they left me and colby.
I feel a weird pull coming from the fire and before i notice whats happening i am putting my hand in the flame, i feel a sharp pain then i am falling out of my seat and hitting the cold ground.
I gasp and snap out of my trance, i look up and see colby on top of me my heart flutters.
I quickly shove him off with my good hand and sat up, he looked at me and grabbed my hand he took me into the guest house and sat me on the toilet he raped it in gauze.
"What the hell got into you?" colby shouted at me resting his head on the wall.
"I don't know colby how am i supposed to know i felt drawn to it its nothing" i said my head shaking.
"After everything today a little pain was needed was that so fucking bad" i pant falling onto the floor.
He looks at me with tears in his eyes, sorrow written all over his face.
"Earlier ha earlier your the one who didnt lock your door earlier what do you want me to say about earlier" he shouts pointing his finger at me.
" just because the door is unlocked doesn't mean you can just walk into my room you inconsiderate asshole" i shout back standing up.
"How long were you even standing there watching me you creep" i holler at him hitting the wall beside me.
"How dare you watch me in a privet moment like that" i scream.
"Oh your one to fucking talk, the person who fucking moaned my name is yelling at me for seeing her play with herself for a split second" he scarms back storming out into the living room.
"Well how about the fact that you let your 'friend' blatantly demoralize and degrade me in front of where you have me living, like i am some piece of meat for you to snack on" i scream back in tears.
He stops and i can see him shaking and i sit on his bed pusing his cloths over im a sobbing mess, when he turns around and looks at me is when i notice hes crying too.
I lay back trying not to look at his wet face, i feel the bed dip and his hand on my thigh. I am so tired its been a long day, before in could stop myself i drift off into sleep.
I wake up to warm arms around me colby must have fell asleep too, it feels nice being curled up in his arms like this. I wiggle my way out of his arms and walk to my room, i notice its only three in the morning i lay on my bed and think back to our fight wondering why he was crying.
I only said how i was feeling and i know i was kinda harsh on him but it was the truth he let that boy talk about me like i was a piece of meat, i shook my head and laid on my side watching the window slowly i drift back into sleep thinking about how it felt to sleep in colbys arms.
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The Secret
Teen FictionA journey begins on a tale of love, fear, and pain. Put down and broken Annabelle looks for comfort in a boy who is fighting the same fight, will love go beyond all odds and finally have a happy ending? Cover by @NicoleKingLeBlanc