The Secret

First Day Back

After a few more days in the hospital i was speaking and drinking I couldn't eat hard foods but i get ice cream and pudding a lot so i don't mind.

Im finely back at home but now theres even more locks and things like that and the fence was added to so it goes all around the property with barbwire all around it.

I found out that colby killed jake but because of everything that happened he wasnt blamed for it, adam was arrested and my parents remain free.

Chads been by a few times him and colby are real close now.

Colby lives in the guest house with me and he doesnt leave my side, boys sweat so much its nasty.

"Annabelle are you awake" i hear colby call from the door.

"Yea" i call back then the door creaks open.

Hes wearing just his shorts and his stab wound is healing nicely but its still prominent it just reminds me of all he has done for me.

"How are you feeling?" he asks

"Alright i guess did i wake you to much last night?"

"No not really you only screamed three times last night are they still as bad" he asks worry noticeable in his voice.

"Yea but im just worried yesterday i had a flash back witch means its moving into my waking life"

"I wish i knew how to help you with this but like the doctor said the most i can do is offer for you to talk to me but you made it clear you dont want me to know what happened there" he said sitting next to me.

I stand and walk over to the mirror and start doing my hair and make up once i am done i walk to the closet and pick out a black long sleeve shirt then i had to rush to the bathroom and got sick, colby comes running in and pulls my hair back.

After a while i sit back and he hands me a towel, i had planned on getting rid of the baby but colby's mom was so against it so i cant go through with it.

"Thank you colby" i say to him as he helps me up and to the room.

"No problem now pants, skirt, or shorts?" he says walking to the closet and picking up my shirt before going to the dresser.

"Um jeans please" i mumble.

He hands them to me and helps me walk to the bathroom,

I go in and close the door, slowly i slide out of my bed cloths before looking in the mirror im getting a small baby bump now.

I slowly look over my body noticing a few scars from everything that has happened and then i reach my neck, i just had my dressings taken off a few days ago and its very noticeable what happened.

Everytime i see it i feel a deep hatred for my brother and parents, they are supposed to the people that love me the most and they did this to me.

Today is my first day going back to school and i know what everyone most be thinking and saying.

I walk out of the bath room and see colby standing there dressed in a tight fitted t-shirt and black skinny jeans and a lather jacket, he looks good he looks in perfect health you wouldn't know any of what has happened to him if it wasnt breaking news.

I walk over and he looks me over making sure i am covered enough that i wont get bothered to much then nods in approval.

He leads me to the door then peers out making sure knowones around once hes sure its safe we walk out.

We walk to his car in the front of the main house and see his mom and the twins by her car, we waved and he opened the passenger door for me and i slide in.

He walks around to the driver side and got in starting the car, we slowly pull out onto the main road.

It is a quite drive and i stair out the window.

We turn down the road to the high school, as i see the gates and the students walking through them i start to sink down in my seat.

My breathing gets really ragged and rushed, colby looks at me and reaches for my hand rubbing his thumb over my knuckles.

I look back at him and relax a little, we pull in to a parking spot by the doors and he gets out to walk around to my door but by the time he got to my door it was open and i was leaning out getting sick again.

He gently moved my hair back and waited till i was done, by the time i sat back and he handed me a napkin there was a small group gathered around the car watching me.

I become very aware of my surroundings as I stepped out of the car, colby takes my bag from my hand and put his hand on my lower back gently leading me through the crowd.

We made it into the office to pick up a new custom planed times table made for me, the lady at the desk smiled at me it was someone i never saw before she seemed very nice.

After i singed in at the office and got my sheet we walked out to the hallway, everyone stoped talking and watched me as i walked past.

I rushed to mine and chads first class him in toe, and took a seat at the back of the room.

I sat there for a long while staring at my desk when suddenly i hear a loud bang making me jump i look up and see stacy standing about ten feet away from me staring at me.