Erwin x Reader: Hearts to the Cause

Chapter 5: The Visit

You head back to your room from the Commander's office. The only thing on you mind being the beauty that is Erwin Smith. For a moment, you wish things were different. You wish you both followed different paths in life, but unfortunately that type of thinking will get you no where in situations like this.

You reach your bed and throw yourself onto it, letting out a huge sigh. You are not certain what is going to transpire at Shiganshina, but you have a feeling it isn't going to be pleasant. You reach under your bed and grab an old photo album. You look through it, reliving everything you possibly could. You stop at a picture of your mother and gently rub your hand over the picture. You look exactly like her, just slightly taller. Just when you are about to flip the page, you hear a knock at your door.

"Who is it?" you demand, uncertainty strong in your voice. No one visits you this late in the evening.

A wonderfully familiar voice rang out, "It's Erwin. Do you have a minute?"

You don't have anything to say. You walk over to the door and open it to see his figure engulfing the entire frame. "Commander," you say absolutely puzzled. "What can I do for you?"

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Erwin wasn't sure what he was going to do when he got to your room. In fact, he wasn't even sure why he was going to your room. This went against everything he had worked towards up until this point, but he knew that he had to have you before your Shiganshina trip. He walked down the hallway to your room with conviction, but once he reached the door he froze for a minute. What if she rejects me? he thought. He thought about your soft delicate hands on his shoulder and it inspired him to knock on the door.

When the door was opened he stood there for a second, unsure what to say. The commander always prided himself on being well put together and thoughtful, but in this moment he felt primal and speechless. He had nothing to say to you, only things to show you. Your large eyes were staring up at him with wonder, and in that moment he reached out and grabbed your waist with his arm.

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You were now pressed closely to the Commander. He looked down at you with passion in his eyes, "I don't want to regret anything before we head to Shiganshina." he growled, his voice was low and husky. He leaned in and whispered "will you allow me to love you?" An electric sensation shot down your spine into your tail bone. You grabbed his chiseled face in your hands and pressed your lips to him, letting out a whimper.

His large body overpowered you, and you allowed yourself to become totally consumed by the Commander. He pushed you forward as he slammed the door shut with his foot. He moved you over toward your bed, deeply kissed you, and then threw you onto the mattress.

Looking up at him, you watch him remove his shirt over his head; revealing his god-like body with a map of scars from his years of service. You have never seen someone so beautiful in your entire life. You pick yourself up and reach for his belt, sliding it off with vigor and ease while you land kisses on his waistline. You have never been more present in a moment in your entire life.

He pulls your shirt off in one swooping motion and climbs on top of you. You reach down to undo your pants and you quickly shuffle them down. Erwin throws his hand under your waist and rolls over, you now on top of him. You both desperately kiss each other as you grind into his thigh. You let out a soft moan which drives him wild. He grabs your hair and exposes your neck, nibbling and sucking on every inch he can put his mouth on.

Erwin throws your leg over him so that you are now straddling him, he sits up with you and removes your bra in one motion, allowing the piece of clothing to fall to the floor. You press your bare chest against his and you both let out a guttural noise. He moves his hand slowly across your breast, tugging ever so slightly on your nipple. You are awash in sensation, and a shiver escapes your body.

Erwin trails his hand down to your waist and flips you on your back. He pulls down his boxers reveling his hard, throbbing erection. God, he's massive. He grabs your foot and places gentle kisses on the side of your arch, making his way to your ankle.... your calf.... your thigh. You feel the breath hiss out of his mouth and onto your sensitive skin. You buck your hips forward, begging him to penetrate you with his massive cock.

"P-please..." you implore him.

"Not yet." he whispers as he trails his index finger down the middle of your torso.

Erwin presses his mouth to your clitoris and you let out a wild moan and frantically grab for your bed sheets, or anything that you could hold onto for that matter. He watches each reaction you make intently, like an predator stalking it's prey. The moment is consuming. It's possessive. And it's hot. He runs circles around your clit, sucking and humming whenever he deems necessary. You are totally powerless. He has completely hot-wired your body. And it is everything.

Finally, right when you are about to finish, he pulls back. You don't have much time to be frustrated though, Erwin immediately climbs on top of you and you wrap your legs around his strong, muscular frame.

You grab his erection and guide it inside you. You both exhale sharply and take a moment to relish in the connection. His gaze steadfast on your face. After you both adjust to the sensation, he tilts himself out of you-- in and out. Deeply massaging that sweet spot inside of you with every thrust. His teeth graze your neck and earlobes, aggressively tugging at your skin. Every time he pumps into you, you are there to meet him. You establish a rhythm together and you grunt and whimper in unison.

Tears spring into your eyes, the sensation is becoming incredibly intense. You squirm and convulse underneath him and then finally you detonate around him, calling out his name breathlessly and clawing at his back. Your reaction allows him to release himself as well, letting out a guttural growl into your ear.

Erwin presses his head to your forehead, sweat dripping down onto your skin. You both stay there in that moment, breathless. Both wishing that there wasn't a world outside of this room. You cup your hands around his face and press your lips into his. You gently push his golden blonde hair back and he falls onto your chest. You spend your last night before Shiganshina together, silently embracing one another.