poetic ᶜᴴᴱᴺˢᵁᴺᴳ ✔

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ｍｏｏｄｙ ｓｐｒｉｎｇ
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the spring has begun
and my feelings bloomed.
I still haven't talked to you.
I just watched, I yet cared
—from a different room.
that's how much I was scared.

you found new friends,
laughing with them at
god knows about.
I felt jealous.
yet happy and proud.

seeing how happy you were
made me happy as well.

yesterday there were
leaves in your blonde
fluffy hair.
I had to hold myself
before touching them...
it's not fair.

I was sad, annoyed.
yet happy and in awe.
you looked even cuter.

the more I watched you
the more I realised
what I want to do.

I have to buy new pens,
as I felt the urge to write
and paint.

I needed more colours.