poetic ᶜᴴᴱᴺˢᵁᴺᴳ ✔

스물셋.

you're dumb, came out of you
I nodded in shame,
I realise that I'm a fool.

you're so blind, you shook your head
I nodded again—I agreed
with everything you said.

you made us hurt, a whisper hit me
the words piercing through my body
I was shaking in fear

how funny

have you ever listened to me?
you finished, I stood still
legs shaking, hands in fists
I couldn't guess what you feel.

who's this Lele guy then?
I cried out helplessly
I cared this much? since when

oh Chenle..., sadness
covered your face once again
I was angry less and less.

I started realising
maybe I wasn't listening
too much to you

—maybe at all,

because it hurt.

~~~
yes, it is :>