questions that keep me awake at night

i don't deserve my friends

Let me preface this by saying my friends are ACTUAL GODDESSES and I love them with all my heart.

But that's the problem. All my friends are here being amazing and supportive and just all round great- and what do I bring to the table? Slightly obsessive behaviour and depressing stories. I mean these girls could go through hell and back and could be dancing with the devil on their back and still be the greatest shoulder to cry on in the history of shoulders- but I have a little drama and all of a sudden I'm rendered useless. And I mean like I said before, I love my friends with all my heart. But I'm almost certain they really just see me as someone who hangs around the group and is pretty much just annoying and needy. So this is really just a short rant confirming that my friends are a million times more amazing then me and I don't deserve shit.