The last days have been amazing, literally! I have loved every part of it. I've been smiling a lot, laughing, going out. DOING STUFF! Summer is finally here and I can't wait to do all the fun stuff I've been planning to do.
The last couple of months have been extreme for my mental health, you know with school and all of that. But now I finally feel a little bit more free.
In the last days, I've changed my mind about some things. I've always been one who wishes for love and finding a partner, but now, I have truly changes my mind about it. Don't get me wrong, I still want love, but I'm not as desperate. I was going through a period in my life were I wanted somebody to save me, to be there for me. But in reality, the only person who has been there for me nonstop, is me. No one can ever take my fight. I've gone through so much shit, all by myself, and I can continue doing so. I don't need anyone to save me. I can save me. I will be there for me, and I won't let myself down. I'll be my own best friend.
I guess everything around you changes when you realize those things. Suddenly you feel strong and powerful. You realize that you're a fucking badass and a beautiful human being. You realize that you can accompany yourself and make yourself smile, without the need of others.
I'm surrounded by beautiful people in my life, and that certainly brings me joy. But what brings me even more joy, is that I can always count on myself! <3
Thanks for reading ,
Love / X ❤️❤️
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Inside my mind- A diary
Short StoryJust some random daily thoughts, hope you'll enjoy being inside my mind. I hope I can make you feel less lonely by sharing my own stories ✍️🔮
