beautiful sickness

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i'm sick
i'm in love

my heart beats fast
how should i act???
quick enough to cease
my chest hurts
with every beat.

doctor,
i need medication
i am in love
with someone i can't have
it hurts so much i can't function
the way i've been pulling through before.

how stupid am i?
but it feels so good to fall this way
down into the spiked pit
of unattainable love
love
love
love
pure
love
painful pleasure
maybe i deserve this.

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