THE DARE : UNVEIL THE TRUTHS ( Completed)

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SHAWN'S POV

This is all too much ,way too much. 

" Coward and me ? " I  snapped up again. 

" Yes you are " she snapped. How In the world could she blame me to be a coward

" Well fuck off Taylor , just because I don't have feelings for you it makes me a coward , so low of you.  Just get a life " and I meant it , I didn't wanted to take my words back.  I almost yelled at her and barged in my car. I know I shouldn't leave her here like this but I know , it's Taylor , she'll manage. 

I drove off but my eyes were stuck on the girl who was still standing there , and I have no idea what she was doing. 

" What the actual fuck was that , shawn ?" Lauren snapped all of a sudden.  God why is everyone just snapping at me. 

" Please Lauren " I beg closing my eyes shut but reopening them again realising I'm driving .

"no shawn that was stupid , you can't just leave her like that and what the hell is wrong with you , why d - " i cut her off 

" lauren please , you are the last person i wanna hear shit from today " i am annoyed by the fact that even she is talking shit about it , nobody knows about her and me .

Much to my anticipation lauren stays quite for the rest of the drive but more like she was mad at me  . As soon as we enter my place , we go into our different directions . 

Thanks to taylor for another sleepless night because of her once again . her words " i'm in fucking love with you shawn " kept repeating in my head , what a nice way to tell that you love someone . I agree taylor and i have had some relations sexually but i never thought somewhere it would matter more to her and i get it that she might feel for me but i wouldn't describe it as love and even if i hate to admit it , i know i feel something for her but i know its not love because i know what love feels like and its nowhere same , i have been in love with lauren but it was just so different from what i might feel for taylor . And maybe i'm just confused about her and  i do not have feelings for taylor or its just a phase but I certainly am not in love with her. 

I get up from the bed , entering the washroom first and getting cleaned before going out in the living room .

" Hey honey , how was your party last night ?" My mom asked as soon as I entered the living room. 

" Yeah it was okay , not so good , how was your new year's eve , oh and by the way happy new year " I said remembering it's new year. What a start of a new year. 

After doing the breakfast we didn't had much to do and I wasn't planning on going out until

" Shawn would you like come with me , I have some shopping to do before I go ?" Lauren asked.  I raised my eyebrows at her but she just wanted to go .

" Fine " I sighed and we got ready to leave. 

I knew Lauren, I knew it. 

" I have ordered some pasta , if you'd like ?" She asked as we sat in the cafe to eat.

" Cool " I replied.  After everything last night I wasn't planning on talking about it with anyone but Lauren had to bring it up.

" Shawn please , you can't avoid the topic. You haven't slept all night because of it " she said. 

" I wasn't comfortable and it was cold that's it " I lied , of course. 

" Shawn I know you better than that alright.  I know when you're upset you can't sleep " she said.