"Some people have stayed alone for so along that,
staying alone doesn't feel strange to them anymore."
I spent most of my childhood alone. I always struggled with friendships. But struggles determine your strength. I know now that I am one hell of a strong person. I also suffered from depression and anxiety really bad in those years of my life. I was always viewed as the depressed quiet friend to most. But I couldn't help that it was just the way my brain functioned. So being alone I was happy. Happy but scared. Scared of myself. I enjoyed laying in bed listening to my music in complete darkness. It was my way of escaping. But growing up I realized that in order to be happy again I needed to accept my mental health. So I wrote poems and read quotes. I surrounded myself with positive messages. Here I am now. Spreading what I struggled most with. Happiness and self love. Sometimes being alone is a good thing. It helps you realize what you can be and how you can accomplish that. It also shows the true colors of people along the way.
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Updated 06/12/19
Word Count- 194
Have a blessed day my loves!!
Remember that being alone may sound scary but, its really your time to shine!!