Bonjour my friends!
I haven't updated any of my things in forever, but to let y'all know I'm not dead.
Recently I didn't have much inspiration for new poems so have a really old one.
Hopefully I'm able to find some inspiration back and write new poems, but for now try enjoy all my old things ;))
-A
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I am alive
But,
I am not living
I am barely even surviving
I am not more than a body
A body with a beating heart
A body that is forced to breath
A body that is forced to eat
A body that is forced to smile
A body that is forced to live
I'm fine
I'm okay
I'm great
I couldn't be better
I kept on saying
When somebody asked
But did they ever believe me?
Did they ever believe me?
If I didn't even believe myself?
I am not okay
I can only pretend to be okay
But
I can't do this forever
I can't keep on pretending to be okay
I can't keep on fake smiling
I can't keep on faking my emotions
I can't keep on acting like everything is alright
Because it isn't
But it's fine.
YOU ARE READING
a mess of words
Puisi|| a mess of words || A book featuring my poems. Not all of them are good or amazing, but I wanted to share them anyway. Trigger warning: most of the poems contain mentions of pain.
