Fragment's of Memory (Boyxboy)

Who's Ritsu

Takano's POV

"Takano-San excuse us Takano-San wake up"

Slowly I opened my eyes as someone continued to shake me and call my name.

There stood Nowaki. What does he want I thought to myself. I thought I told them to leave me alone.

Flashback

Right after Ritsu disappeared, Nowaki had walked up to me, "Takano-San I'm very sorry, but we did do everything in our power to save him."

I just looked at him saying "leave me alone" before blacking out again.

End of flashback

The memory shock my body with grief as I recalled that my Ritsu was no longer in this world. It hurt so much that tears silently poured down the side of my face.

"Takano-San about Ritsu we need you to sign some papers"

Ah so thats what they want. For me to say it wasn't their fault he died. I decided to pretend to look at the forms but something caught my eye.

At the top of the form it said consent forms. Why do I have these?

"What are these?" I asked confused.

"We'll we need to undergo surgery on Ritsu but we need consent, but the lad is in no way able to make the decision."

"WAIT, WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY?! ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT HE'S NOT DEAD?!"

Nowaki looked up in surprise, "No he's not dead. I don't know what you're thinking but after you gave a lot of blood and then trying to move so fast...well, lets say that you've been knocked out for a few hours."

I was only asleep...that means that Ritsu died in a dream...no not a dream a nightmare. It was so real though. but Ritsu's not dead! He's alive oh thank God he's alive!

Then I remembered the consent forms, "So what are these consent forms for?"

"Well right before you blacked out Ritsu popped one of his blood vessels near his brain, it might have been from a seizure but we're unsure. Anyway we need to surgically drain the liquid before it can cause him any harm."

After I was told what they where for I hurriedly singed the forms before giving the papers back to Nowaki.

As Nowaki exited the room I started reflecting on the......nightmare.

'What if Ritsu dies?' I asked myself, 'what will I do?'

Ritsu's dead face kept coming to my mind, driving me insane then his sad smile while an angel.....if he really did die I think....no, I know , I will follow him. I was experienced enough to know that if I was left alone again then I would relly go insane this time.

After a few hours Nowaki came and told me that the operation was a success and that Ritsu was asleep but should be fine now.

I was relived at Nowakis words and let him lead me to Ritsu's room. As I entered I immediately saw Ritsu hooked up to a heart monitar and an ivy drip. I raised my eyebrow quistongly to Nowaki.

"He only just got out of surgery we need to monitar him, and since he lost a lot of fluid that explains the drip," Nowaki said reasuring me.

Nowaki left me alone with Ritsu and I went to his side.

I gingerly held Ritsu's small hands in mine.

I then let my lips caress Ritsu's, sending all my love that pleaded for him to wake soon.

I then sat in a chair next to him and continued to hold his hand, planning to wait out Ritsu's slumber.

After hours of watching Ritsu sleep, (which was not boring in the slightest , as I could watch him sleep all day and not grow tiered of it) I felt Ritsu stir. I stood up over Ritsu and watched as his eyes flickered open.

"Ritsu!" I called I then leaned down and hugged like he was made of fragile glass while inhaling his scent, gosh how I love his smell.

I was so happy that my Ritsu was awake that I never expected what Ritsu was going to say.

" Who's Ritsu? And who are you?"

What does he mean who's Ritsu I looked to see what face Ritsu was making as I felt that it was a prank but when I saw genuine confusion plastered on the young males face my blood ran cold.

My Ritsu had lost his memories.......