Fragment's of Memory (Boyxboy)

Panic

I woke to a quietness and I tried to figure out what happened. I tried to search my mind but I found nothing. I then felt a presence hovering over me. When I finally mannaged to open up my heavy eyes I saw a pair of soft brown eyes watching me.

Then a deep voice cried "RITSU"

Next thing I knew I was being hugged very gently like I was something precious.

In my mind I'm still trying to figure out what's going on so I asked the brown eye'd man, "Who's Ritsu?" And then I was curious as to who this man was, who would hold me so gently, " And who are you?"

I felt the man pull back from hugging me as he searched my face, I then noticed his eyes were full of despair. For some unknown reason It broke me to see such a sad face, I really wanted to comfort those eyes.

The man then completely let go of me and he sat down.

"Can you not remember anything at all?"

I struggled trying to think of something when I realized I didn't even know my own name! Who was I?

I started to panic and said very scared, "I....I CAN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING....N..NOT EVEN MY OWN NAME!!!!!" I then felt myself start hyperventilate as I panicked.

"Hey calm down, relax!" The man said to me in alarm.

"WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER ANYTHING???!!!" I shouted.

I was so scared I paid no attention to my surroundings so of course I never realized that the man had left and came back with another pearson.

All of a sudden I felt calm and peaceful tired that i gave into the comforting darkness of sleep.

Takano's POV

I felt utter despair when I saw that Ritsu had no idea who I was. I let go of him completely, and then sat back down. 'Can he remember anything at all' I questioned.

"Can you not remember anything at all?" I asked him , I needed to know if there was at least something he could remember.

I watched Ritsu's face as he searched his mind. I saw him with a confused look on his face before it took to the look of panic.

He then looked to me and said in a scared voice, "I....I CAN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING....N..NOT EVEN MY OWN NAME!!!!!" I then I saw that he was starting to hyperventilate, and realized he was going into a panic attack.

He needed to calm down i thought, I said to him "Hey calm down, relax!" I grabbed his shoulder but he didn't realize I had done so.

The he shouted "WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER ANYTHING???!!!"

Shit I thought to myself, he can't be working himself up like this, so I quickly ran out, sure that Ritsu would not notice my absence.

Thank God I didn't have to go that far since halfway down the hall I saw the nurse in charge of Ritsu.

"HELP, MY FRIEND IS STARTING TO HAVE A PANIC ATTACK!!!" I shouted.

The nurse quickly put down the stack of papers she was holding before grabbing a syringe and filling it with a strange fluid before running with me into Ritsu's room, Ritsu's panic attacking having gotten worse.

I watched as she injected Ritsu with the liquid and how it immediately went into effect. Ritsu stopped moving and was calm, he then started to fall asleep.

The nurse then turned to glare at me as if I was the one who caused the paniack attack, "What happened?" She asked.

"He woke up and couldn't remember anything" I said this softly looking away. Because I was looking at the floor, I didn't notice the nurses eyes softened before she left the room. I then walked back to my chair next to Ritsu.

I thought about what I could do or should do when he wakes up again....he won't remember us as a couple....the moment that thought penetrated my mind I felt my healing heart come undone. As I was thinking Dr. Nowaki came in.

"I was told that Onodera-San woke up with no memories?"

I nodded my head dejectedly.

"Takano-San I need to know exactly what happened"

I sighed and told the doctor all that he wanted to know.

I watched as Nowaki jotted down some notes in his clipboard, before speaking

"Does Onodera live with anyone?"

"No"

" hmmm, he needs to stay with someone while he has no memories since it's dangerous other wise......do you know how I can get in contact with his parents?

"No, but that's not a good idea since he and his family don't get along all too well" I said this because I knew it was true, and also because I thought that I couldn't stand it if he left while in this condition.

"That may be but he's going to need looking after."

"I'll do it!" I jumped in real quickly.

Nowakis brow furrowed before he asked me a question, " what is you're relationship to the patient?

"Well I'm his boss for one thing, plus we live right next door to each other in our apartment...and," I looked away liflessley as I whispered out the last part of our relationship, " we're lovers." My voice broke then, and I felt tears stinging my eyes.

Nowakis POV

I watched as Takano masamune 'twas explaining his relationship to the patient since I needed to know how safe Ritsu would be with him.

"Well I'm his boss for one thing, plus we live right next door to each other in our apartment...and,"all of a sudden he looked liflessley away from me as he whispered out, " we're lovers." I could hear the break in his voice as he struggled not to cry.

I immedietly understood why he wears so persistent with me on seeing Onodera. I realized I would have acted the same if I was in his shoes. I imagined what It would be like if Hiro-San suddenly forgot me, the prospect terrified me so greatly that I tossed it from my mind immedietly.

I then felt very sad for them.