Fragment's of Memory (Boyxboy)

A Terrifying Event

Ritsu's POV

I woke to the sound of beeping. Thinking it was my alarm clock, kept my eyes closed and tried to reach for it when I felt an uncomfortable pain in my hand. Opening my eyes, I waited for my vision to come into focus. When it did I saw that there was a needle in my hand. Confused I traced the cord with my eyes up to an Ivey, and that the beeping was a heart monitor. It was then that I realized that I was in the hospital.

"What happened?" I thought to myself.

I shut my eyes and concentrated, trying to figure things out when suddenly I felt gut wrenching pain seize my brain and I screamed.

Takano's POV

I was lying down in a hospital room across from my lovers, recovering from the amount of blood I just gave. Sure I was dizzy but the thought of my blood running in with my Ritsu's made me feel content. It now felt like we would be forever connected in that way.

I felt my self getting sleepy and was about to welcome a long sleep when I heard a blood curdeling scream from Ritsu's room.

Immediately I rushed off the bed wich was a bad idea, like I just said I gave a lot of blood, and saw my vision swirl around me.

In spite of this I continued forward, desperately trying to get to Ritsu's room, were the screaming continued. When I finally got to the door of my room, I saw Ritsu's room open and the man himself on the bed, holding his head, sweat running profusely down his face. My site was blocked then by a nurse who had run in. When I tried to continue the group slipped out from under me and I felt darkness coming over me

"Shit! Ritsu!" Was the last thing that crossed my mind.

When I woke I wondered what happened. Then the image of Ritsu holding his head and that scream filled my mind.

"RITSU!!!"

I tried to get up only to find something holding me back. I looked around and that I was attached to an ivy drip as well as a heart monitor. Ripping the cords of me, as well as tearing of the ivy that awash stuck in my, of course when I did that it started to bleed, but I didn't care I had to see Ritsu.

However when I got in the hall I was met with Nowki who tried to stop me, " Mr. Takano! You should not be up after giving that much blood then getting yourself over worked till you fainted. Get back to your bed!

"No! I need to see Ritsu! Let me through!"

"I'm sorry but you can't!

"No I need Ritsu I need to see him now!!!"

With that I pushed past Nowaki and ran into Ritsu's room.

I suspected to find him lying on the bed hooked up to heart monitors but what I found was a dark silent room. On the bed the blanket had been drawn up to cover the face. I walked over and I pulled down the blanket to reveal the cold empty eyes of my lover. I stroked his cold check with my hand, before gently shaking him.

"Ritsu, wake ups Ritsu, wake up!" I pleaded with him

Then I heard a voice behind me, "takano, I'm sorry but he won't wake."

"What do you mean he won't?" I asked confusion in my voice

"He's dead"

He's dead....dead? What does he mean? That Ritsu's dead?

"He had a seizure yeasterday and atop of the blood loss and the blood transfusion, his body couldn't take anymore,I'm so sorry."

When I finally started comprehended what he told me, I felt utter dispair. My heart hurt so much...I wanted to die right then and follow my Ritsu.

"Takano....Takano" I heard my name being called from behind ,me with a voice that obviously knew. I spun around and standing in front of me was my Ritsu wearing a white robe and a cute pair of wings attached to him. He then gave me a soft smile while looking at me with sad eyes as he said, "Takano please forget about me and move on, and be happy."

"Never! I can never go on without you! Not again! Please don't leave me" I tried to grabb him but I went through him. I looked up to him and just continued to smile sadly before sterling to fade.

"Please don't go please stay!" I begged on my hands and knees but Ritsu continued to disappear until finally he vanished and I was left alone and in turmoil.

To be continued in next chapter

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