TO: HYUN | 2HYUN

𝐓𝐎: 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍

/ please read TO: MINHYUN first /

hi, jonghyun-ah. it's been, really long right? since we last talked. why did you suddenly left? after our arcade hangout? i never knew that would be the last..

i thought i would be mad at you. but instead i felt more sadness, and disappointment. was i disappointed in you? or maybe i'm disappointed in myself. did i do something wrong that made you stopped talking to me?

i chose to believe you have your own reasons, jonghyun-ah.

you know, my bestfriend tried convincing me that you're just messing with me. but i enjoyed our times together so much that i refuse to believe that.

you know, the first time you texted me and wished me on my birthday? it felt weird to have a stranger texting me out of nowhere, but i'm glad i replied, and you kept it going. to know that you have been supporting me and my song covers, i feel so thankful. but i'll never get to tell you that personally, right?

and i know, of course i knew, that you came for the performance. your flustered eyes, it's not that hard to tell, haha. it hurts me that you feel this way, but i'm so thankful, jonghyun-ah.

the arcade date, also the first and last time i'm seeing you. how i wished you told me you were feeling down, then i would think of a million ways to cheer you up.

no matter where are you right now, i hope you are happy, and smiling. just like what i said, you look good when you smile. don't ever lose that smile of yours.

why are you feeling this way? do you know, whenever i feel tired after practice, i look forward to receiving a text from you. you always give me strength and encourage me at the right time. you understand me so well, yet i don't.

and i have a good news for you. i'm debuting, really soon. you'll see that day really soon, i kept my promise! the only thing missing is you, jonghyun-ah. i really want you to be there during my debut stage.. maybe once again, you'll appear secretly without letting me know, right?

for now, this will be my last message to you too. if we ever meet again, i hope by then, we're both happier in life.

if you, happen to read this, i just want to say

thank you, jonghyun-ah.

from: minhyunnie

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minhyunnie:
sent at 9:45PM
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read at 11:55PM