Beyoncé
I sat in the living room with Nicki painting her toenails as she requested. She was venting to me about plans to go back to school and I was just being an active listening ear for her.
She held Blue in her arms while Blue kicked her little legs and swung her arms every now and then. It was amazing to me how easily she accepted my baby girl, it made her sexier than none other.
After I finished up on her feet I got off the floor and sat beside her on the couch. I grabbed Blue from her and snuggled into her side more laying my head on her plump breast.
"Mommy is coming by in a little bit." I told her as I let Blue latch on to my nipple, her chubby self could eat just like her mama.
"Beeyyyy why didn't you tell me earlier, I need to mentally prepare." She whined.
"Calm your short ass down Onika, everything will be ok." I was laughing in my head at how she was panicking.
It wouldn't be the first time she met my mom but she always got nervous around her. My mom seemed to like her quite too much if you asked me. She fed my girlfriend more than she fed her own daughter.
"My pumpkin is hungry." She pinched her cheeks and Blue instantly became irritated.
I realized she hated being touched while she ate and it was hilarious. She moved her face from side to side as she whined.
"Babe leave her alone, you know she doesn't like that." I chuckled.
"Look I gotta run to Wayne's house really quick baby, I'll be back shortly." She began to put on her shoes and shit but I stopped her.
"I don't know who this Wayne dude is yet but I don't have a good feeling about him. Every time you come back from being with him you're high and I don't like you high baby."
She silently punched the air for a minute before turning back around to me. "I'm just going to smoke a blunt, why is it such a problem for me to smoke weed Beyoncé?"
I raised my eyebrow at her mentioning my entire first name. She sighed before coming towards me to peck my lips.
"Stop tripping, I'm coming back. I'll be back in time for your mom to come. I love you." Her eyes roamed my face as she waited for a response.
"Go head Tanya." I pushed her shoulder slightly and got up to walk away but she grabbed my arm.
"I won't go if it's really bothering you baby." She turned me completely around holding both of my arms.
"No it's fine, I just don't want you falling back into your old ways. I feel like smoking weed would make you want to take it there." The topic was really sensitive for me for some reason.
Seeing my baby like that really broke me and I don't think I could take that. This woman means more to me than words could even explain.
"Stop worrying about me all the time alright? I got this, I'll be fine. I'm also grown as hell so I need for everybody to stop treating me like a child. You don't have to watch over me I'm good." She preached.
"I'm just worried baby."
She pulled me closer to her and pecked my forehead. "I'm good, I like to get high this is just apart of me. I be chilling." She chuckled.
"Stay with us baby." I pouted as I pulled at her shirt with my free hand.
"Alright but if Wayne come over to bring me my shit you can't trip either."
I held out my pinky to her waiting for her to hook it.
Next Day• Nicki
Today I wanted to take baby out to refresh her mind and get her out of the house. Blue would be going with Mama Tina so that Bey and I could have date night.
