It's been a little past two months since Nicki has been in rehab. I would check up on her two days out of the months, which is what they would allow me. Her attitude has gotten so snappy I doubt they'll let her go early.
Eventually I told Shawn about everything that happened and he didn't take it politely because I "did it behind his back" which is absolutely true but I can't control myself around Nicki.
As I made my way down to the rehab center I grabbed a bite to eat and ate it in my car. Soon arriving to the building I gathered my things and greeted the receptionist.
"I'm here for Onika Maraj." I told the receptionist.
Shortly she came out into the visitation room. I could see the attitude all over her face as she passed through the threshold.
"Fix the attitude now." I told her as she stood in front of me with her arms crossed.
"Who the fuck are you talking to like that?" She scrunched her eyebrows up.
She's been like this for a good month and wouldn't tell me why, I was becoming fed up.
"Like I said sit your small ass down somewhere and get rid of the attitude I'm not playing with you Onika." I pointed my finger at her with my eyebrows now raised.
"Fine but just because I don't want to make the baby upset." She rubbed my stomach gently before pecking it.
I found it adorable how obsessed she was with the baby already.
"My baby is fine, now Ms. Grumpy what's up with you? Why you acting like that?" I looked up at her just for her to mean mug me
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"The fuck you mean what's up with me? I need a blunt, I need some pussy, I need a friend, a phone, a pill. ANYTHING." She yelled making a few people look our way.
I rubbed her arm a little bit making her relax. "I'm sorry I just feel so overwhelmed."
I nodded my head in understanding. "I can understand where you're coming from baby but this is the best option for you right now. I don't want to see someone so bright turn into a feen." I rubbed her cheek gently.
"Bey, I'm confused about what's happening between us. Like do you want him or do you want me? You can't keep playing with my feelings, I'll break eventually." Her eyes were kind of watery and her voice became softer towards the end along with her face.
"I know, I know Onika and I'm sorry. I'm just as confused as you are. It's hard to let both of you go."
Her tears were now streaming down her cheeks. "What do I have to do for you to realize how much I love you Giselle. I'd give you my last dime."
"It's not you baby it's me, I'll get myself together. I'll make a decision. Do you believe in me?" I held her hands. I'm glad this center isn't too strict on touching.
She nodded her head yes.
"Alright give me a kiss." I puckered my lips waiting for her to connect hers.
"You're too pretty to be crying princess." I wiped her tears away with both of my thumbs.
She rolled her eyes as she smacked my hand away. "You did it dick head." I chuckled at her.
"Alright I have to go baby. I'll be back by next month. Behave Onika."
After I left the center I made my way to my mom's house to grab dinner for tonight. I stuck my key into the door and made my way inside.
"Mommmyyyy." I yelled throughout the house making my way into the living room.
I nearly threw up in my mouth when I saw her straddling my dad on the couch as they made out.
"Y'all are gross." I scoffed as I kicked off my shoes.
She got off his lap and sat beside him looking all googly eyed.
"Mama got needs too baby." She said making me gasp.
"First of all last time I checked y'all hated each other." I crossed my arms looking in between the both of them.
"This grown folks business chile. Go get your plates and go on now, I got some business I need to take care of ain't that right baby?" She smirked at him as she rested her hand on his leg.
Before he could respond I was speed walking to the kitchen with Nino, my mom's dog, trailing behind me.
Shawn requested a FaceTime call so I answered propping my phone up against the salt and pepper bottles.
"Yeah baby?" I said
"Bring ya fine ass home, I need some pussy." He stood naked in the bathroom mirror with an erection standing tall.
I was kind of surprised because he wouldn't even come near me for the month but suddenly he wants to have sex again, I was complaining though.
My eyes popped open as I rushed to turn the volume down on my phone.
"I'm at mama's house, I'll be home shortly. You just keep that solid for me." I bit my lip as I watching him stroke himself.
He ended the call and I began packing food onto two different plates. Mama ain't the only one that has business to take care of.
Shawn
"Ooh daddy." Bey moaned as she had her ass in the air with her face planted into the mattress.
I grabbed a hold onto her hair pulling her head back slightly. The view from this angle was amazing, I was ready to cum just from watching her ass clap.
"Fuck." I groaned as she kept tightening her walls around me I wrapped my hand around the waist band of her shorts pulling her further back on me.
"BABY." She yelled pushing on my stomach. Her legs had gave out so by now she was laid on her stomach with me directly on top of her, I made her sit back up so we wouldn't hurt the baby.
"Take that shit." I rammed inside her harder.
Her legs began to shake underneath me and her walls sucked me up like a vacuum as she came once again.
"Fuck Bey." My strokes became sloppy as I released inside her.
I rolled over on the side of her laying directly on my back. She laid her head on my chest and wrapped one of her legs around my torso.
"You need to learn how to be gentle with me baby." She spoke softly as she drew circles on my chest.
"Pussy too good girl."
"I love you." She spoke with heavy eyes.
"I love you too. Get some sleep baby."
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