What Percent? (KilluGon/GonKillu HxH)

Chapter Three

Killua's P.O.V

I couldn't get sleep to overtake me conscience. All I could think about was what happened in the past two days. 

I had an abundance of joy and laughter with Gon while we were taking that walk. He's so stupid sometimes, but I admire that he's able to speak his mind.

Now, I was away from my friend, laying on the bed I made on the floor next to his as he was laying on his own bed. I was certain he was asleep. Okay, it was likely he was asleep. 

The certain events of the day played through my head like a movie that had already been watched three times. Though it was probably wrong to feel like this, I couldn't deny the fact that I sure as hell loved being around his presence. His personality was much like a small creek that ran off into a river, ending at a waterfall which plunged his hope into a pool.

My admiration for Gon could be considered an infatuation. That aspect didn't bother me much though. Haters gonna hate.

I did have one single fear. One. That he didn't reciprocate my feelings. That he didn't know. That he didn't care. Because just like every other person, though assassination was once my calling, I am able to feel.

And knowing Gon's dumb ass, he'd probably stare my confession in the face and ask if it was for someone else. I wouldn't be able to live like that at all whatsoever.

Whatever, it's getting late I'm sure. To make sure of it, I turned on my side and looked at the clock which read 2:37 AM.

 Ehh, it was alright I guess. I ran my hand along the threading on the sheet Gon allowed me to borrow and settled with my hands under my pillow, staring at Gon's back.

I wonder if I stared long enough, would he feel my prying gaze?  Does he already know that I'm staring, ignoring my call for attention? Are all of these questions necessary?

Yes.

So many unnecessary thoughts and aspirations. I should really just go to bed, it's not worth it.

I closed my eyes and became an opposite being from the cold reality. Perhaps this is the only way everyone can fall asleep?

...

"Ki-llu-a. Look!" Gon yelled in my direction. I followed his voice only yo find him smiling.

"What do you want?" I inquired, walking towards him with a giddy energy.

"Come look!"

If this was an invitation to death it'd surely look more appealing, but whatever. "Fine."

I started my journey over to stand beside Gon. "Wow, so cool!" I mumbled with my fists in the air.

"I know, right?" Gon acknowledged with a tone of excitement.

"I know! Look, it's dirt!" I urged with excitement in my tone. Only to receive a laugh from Gon.

"The dirt's cool too, but I'm talking about that snake." He pointed to the gleaming red and green snake. Definitely poisonous. Definitely not my cup of tea.

"Why are you showing me this snake that could devour me in less than a minute?" I nudged him in the shoulder so he would understand my qualm.

"Because I've never seen one like it! It's beautiful. It reminds me of you somehow. Perhaps it's the deadly, poisonous aspect. But that leads me to believe it's something more."

"Oh."

...

That was ridiculously dumb. Fillers, I swear.

A/N: I edited this chapter so much. I... Have no words. Nada. I want to just burrow in a blanket and hide all day.