chapter 36

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Bella P.O.V

"Keep sniffing fuck" I mumbled to my self. I couldn't concentrate I felt like my heart broke in a million pieces like I'm missing part of me, But I don't know why!

"Fuck!" I yelled as I LOST the sent "Bella it's 1 in the morning we should go home and rest we will keep searching later" Chelsea said burly in a whisper.

"NO" I yelled frustrated "Bella u need rest lets go" Jacob said sternly. I sight and vampire speeded home when I got there I passed everyone and locked my self in my room.

Why do I feel like I'm slowly dying know that Niall isn't here? Why do I feel like something bad is going to happen to them? Wait...I can't can I? Can I be falling for n-

*KNOCK KNOCK*

"Come In" I whispered surprised that the person  in the other side of the door heard me.

It was Luke of course he could hear me he is a vampire after all.

" bella are u ok" luke asked

Of course im not okay Luke,im slowly falling apart Into millions of pieces. I feel like total shit know that Niall is gone im not fine at all.

"Ya im ok im going to sleep all talk to tomorrow Luke" I lied, I laid down in my bed and watched luke leave the room. I stood up from my bed and ran yo my closet trying to be as quite as possible a open the closet and got my guitar, I bought it a few nights before I dyed my hair.

I walked back to my bed and turned the lap on I got my journal where all the songs I have written since I was little where.

I started strumming the familiar tune and started singing a few songs I wrote.

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I'M SO FREAKING SORRY! I haven't updated in a long time I'm so sorry! Well It was only 1 week I think but I'm still sorry!

I'm so mad right know I was going to a trip for a club I'm in and they gave me back the papers and money saying I can't go cuz I brought it late when I actually didn't!!!! I really wanted to go! Especially because my crush was going lol

Love you guys!

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