Agents Of S.H.I.E.L.D Imagines

Phil Coulson's Daughter: Y/N Pt3

This is mostly going to be May&You but it follows on from the last one

"Are you ready to go?" Coulson asked you when your foster mum had come into the kitchen with the dad, you had done yourself a chocolate spread sandwich; something you don't often have because you only like it when your in the mood to eat it

"Beyond ready" you smiled biting the sandwich and grabbing your bag; You has persuaded your foster mum to let you stay at the base with your mum and dad for a few days, you had known them for a few months and you wanted to get to know your mum since you spent a lot of time with your dad.

"See you in a few days mama" you smiled giving your foster mum a hug and joined Coulson as he got into Lola; you loved his car.

"Be good" your foster mother told you before Coulson began driving off. Eventually you were at the base and you decided to go and find your mum; you just wanted to see her and talk to her for awhile; walking through the base you smiled and said hi to your brotber and sisters until you finally made your way to your destination.

"Hey mum" you smiled while you entered the training room where she was drinking some water.

"Hi Y/N, are you okay?" Mum asked you, you nodded happily.

"Mum why did you give me up when I was born? You don't have to tell me, I kinda just want to understand?" You asked biting your lip hoping you hadn't went to far by asking the question.

"I did it to keep you safe. I didn't want to give you up, it's far from it. I loved you ever since I had found out I was pregnant with you. I always wanted to protect you and that meant putting you into foster care. Their were people after you; even before you were born; they believed you were going to cause trouble for everyone that you were trouble yourself." May began explaining to you, you were listening to it wondering why they thought you were trouble, you didn't want to ask or push the subject; you were just going to listen.

"I was threatened that if I had you then you'd be taken straight from me and killed right infront of me, I couldn't let that happen, I made out to everyone other than Phil that I had a miscarriage so when you were born we immediately found somewhere that you'd be safe and I gave talk up, I never wanted it to be that way but you were safe and that's what I had to focus on, I had to avoid my own feelings just to name share you were safe" May explained everything to you. It brought tears to your eyes as you heard everything your mother went through when finding out she was pregnant with you and when she was actually pregnant with you.

"I'm sorry" you whispered; you felt bad for her having to go through all that and when you asked she had to go through it all again.

"Y/N you don't have to say sorry, none of this is your fault, you were never trouble or a danger, people just wanted to do something to make others think you were" May reassures you however you still felt bad and as if it was your fault.

"But if you never got pregnant with me then you would never had to go through all that so technically it is my fault, it's my fault because you were pregnant with me; I feel bad for it." you explained your thoughts, you admitted how bad you felt. May wrapped her arms around you and you rested your head on her shoulder.

"Never blame yourself" mum kissed your forehead, you hoped she didn't blame you ether but the way things were going it made talk feel better, you loved your new family and it made everything better knowing you could spend time with your foster mother and also your biological mother and father and your siblings who may not be biologically related to you but they were just as good as it. After the heart to heart with your mum you went to see  your dad.

"Boo" you jumped up behind Coulson making him jump, he hadn't expected you to be their. You walked with Coulson into his office and the pair of you talked as you walked

"Mums told me why she gave me up" you said once you sat down

"It's not your fault you know" dad asked you, you nodded.

"Yeah mum explained that to me" you mumbled. This was just the start of your life, it was only going to go up from here.