Agents Of S.H.I.E.L.D Imagines

⚠️TriggerWarning⚠️Leo Fitz's Sister: Y/N

⚠️Trigger Warning for self-harm ⚠️

Plot: you are Fitz's younger sister and had been bullied ever since you were a young child resulting in low self esteem and you hating yourself, Leo finds out you self harm.

You were sat in your room on the base; your brother was working in the Lab with Jemma and you were glad he wasn't around to worry about you, he was extremely protective over you especially after you had been bullied since you were a child.

"Leo will hate me if he ever found out about this" you cried looking down at your arms; you had scars over them and fresh cuts too; you hated yourself and wouldn't blame anyone else for hating you. The names you'd been called rang in your ears; tears streaming down your cheeks; You ran a thumb over the scars; you kept your sleeves up and watched as a tear dropped from your face onto your arm as you cried.

"Why me" you sobbed gently not knowing if anyone was walking past your room, you weren't ready for anyone to find out; they would treat you differently if they knew you harmed yourself. You had been self-harming for four months now and it did help; not fully but it numbed the pain and the memories of the bullies; the times you were kicked and punched; the names you were called; everything. You went into your bathroom and sat on the floor opening your cupboard and pulling out a razor

"Why do I always mess up? Why does everyone hate me" you cried bringing the razor blade to your wrist; you did it a few times before watching the blood drip down your arm and dripping onto the white tiles of your bathroom floor. For a moment you felt free; you didn't feel the pain but then everything hit you all over again.

"I hate you" You grumbled to yourself knowing none would hear you. Your brought the blade to your wrist a few more times each time deeper than the first; sobs escaping your lips as you cried.

"Everyone would be better if I was gone" you said out loud convincing yourself it was true. The bullies would be happy; Leo wouldn't have to worry about you, everyone would be happy or so you convinced yourself. Your eyes soon felt heavy and you fell unconscious with blood still leaving the cuts.

"Y/N are you alright in their?" Leo called through the closed door to your room unaware of the state you were in, on the floor in the bathroom, he tried calling a few more times but no answer so he entered; you weren't in your room so he tried your bathroom; his heart sunk when he saw you on the floor in your own blood.

"Y/N it's okay; your going to be okay" Leo said without thinking before he picked you up and ran straight to the lab to get Jemma's help. He was worried he was going to loose you; his little sister, eventually you had woken up and Leo was relieved.

"Why didn't you talk to me" was the first thing Leo said to you.

"I thought you'd be better if I was gone; I'm not needed. I mess everything up" you mumbled with a weak and dry throat

"Y/N Fitz you are needed. You are loved. I love you, your my sister and I'll always be here for you" Leo have you a hug and kissed your forehead.

"Not everyone thinks that" you mumbled into his shoulder. Leo pulled away and sat trying to convince you that you were loved. And he was right, you were loved; you had a family here with the team and that's all that matters, you were you and people were going to hate but it's only because they were jealous of you and what you had.