[APOLOGY]

Chapter 4

Seven Months Later

Ding Dong! Ding Dong!

Ding Dong! Ding Dong!

Seohyun could listen to the door is insistent ringing and it was driving her crazy, she was trying to stand up from bed, but with her too big belly it was always a difficult and tiring task. It has been seven months since she left Korea and life hasn't been easy, but she has been able to adapt to her new environment. Boston was a beautiful city, her little flat was in a nice part of town and even with her busy schedule, the classes have been all right.

Getting there and begin a new routine have made her a lot of good, tied to the joy she receive with her pregnancy... Every day was a new discovery, the first time the baby moved she started crying, in the middle of the library, just from the joy of knowing that her baby was in there.

She have been preparing a lot, reading every book available in the matter, taking her supplements religiously and going to her appointments on time, thanks to God the two of them were healthy and she couldn't wait to have her baby girl in her arms...Yes! She was having a girl and she couldn't be happier, secretly she was really wishing to have a girl... Just yesterday she finished decorating her room and arranged all her clothes... all pink. Her baby girl will be a Soshi fan to heart. She knew she was going crazy and over the edge with all the pink but she was too happy.

Next semester she was going to be absent from classes she have decided to spend the next months focused in her motherly responsibilities... Her doctor has told her that any moment now her baby will be here and she was just too happy for words... She couldn't wait to see her, to have her baby girl in her arms, to see if she looked like her... or if she looked like her dad.
Taehyung...  She was too much of a coward to confront him... The farthest she has gone to tell him the truth was through a letter she sent to his company. She couldn't face him but she had to let him know... She hasn't heard a word from him, she didn't even know if he received the letter, but was too much afraid to face the answer after she contacts him... Maybe he read it and didn't want to know anything about her, maybe it never reached his hands... to many possibilities but her own insecurities were standing in the way of her rational brain...

Ding Dong! Ding Dong!

Ding Dong! Ding Dong!

"I am coming" said a tired Seohyun as she dragged herself to the door. The last few days the baby was moving a lot and her belly have become too heavy, it was as if all the weight have dropped to the bottom, making it hard for her to move around.

Ding Dong! Ding Dong!

Ding Dong! Ding Dong!

"Chongmal, I am coming" said Seohyun as she grabbed the handle and opened the door.

"SURPRISE!" was the scream that received her on the other side of the door, with the presence of her dear friends. Tiffany was the first one to jump on her and give her a tight hug... well as far as her belly let her.

"Girls! What are you doing here?" said a very surprised and happy Seohyun hugging her friends. Taeyeon was the second one, followed close by a very happy Jessica.

"The baby is close coming and you wouldn't think we will leave you alone, right?" said Jessica as she hugged her friend tightly.

Seohyun couldn't control her tears, blame it on the hormones. But she was so glad her friends have come all the way from Korea to Boston, to be with her... Deep down she was worried, a lot of things could happen in childbirth (she has read it) and she was very glad her friends have come to be with her during these uncertain times.

"I... I... Thank you" Was the only thing Seohyun was able to say between her tears. "But please come in" said Seohyun as she stepped aside to let them enter her little flat.