[APOLOGY]

Chapter 6

It was past midnight when he reached his home again, he has been all day just driving around the city and ended up in Big Hit is practice room looking for some kind of comfort, but it ended up been the worst decision ever, because he ended up thinking about the first time they meet... the first time he have brought her to Big Hit is practice room and then memories began to roll on their own. Too many memories in so little space have not been good for him. His feelings were too messed up to deal with past memories.

He entered the house in silence, probably everyone was already sleeping. He liked the silence, he went through the living room and found the corner lamp turned on, but before he began to walk in that direction, he noticed something in the corner of his eyes, he turned a little and found Seohyun sleeping in his couch. She was wearing long blue pajama pants and a white t-shirt with some letters on it; he couldn't read them from his position... He was tempted to walk closer to her, to remove from her face some of the hairs that have fallen out of her messy ponytail but he knew better, he didn't trust himself near her... He was mad, really mad, but after a lot of thinking he has decided to listen to her first, to really talk about what happened... The only thing he was sure is that she was not going anywhere with his daughter again... never.

He moved to the stairs, he needed a bath, a hot bath; it will help with the knots that were killing his back. He moved in silence through the second floor but stopped in front of the half open door of one of his guest room. He opened the door a little more and found Chae Young sleeping peacefully in bed. She has inherited her mother is habit of hugging her pillow during sleep... He walked in and approached the bed; the little black dog was soundly sleeping near the foot of the bed, the dog looked at him for a few seconds moved his tail a little and fell back to sleep immediately... what a great guardian dog this little thing was... note the sarcasm.

When he reached the bed, he sat beside Chae Youngis sleeping form... She was really pretty... as much as her mother, they were like exact replicas of each other, with the slight difference that Chae Young had with her the mark of the Kim Family... She was his daughter... His daughter. He still have issues grasping that kind of reality, but it didn't damp the joy of knowing that there was a little someone who was the representation of how much he loved her mother. And he loved this little girl so much already, it was scary and fulfilling at the same time... to love one little person so much so suddenly. He ran his fingers through her hair trying to arrange the mess but it was impossible. She moved a little in her sleep and whispered something like ice cream.... He wanted to laugh, she was dreaming about eating ice cream... chocolate ice cream if he was listening well... He would make sure to buy her chocolate ice cream the next day. He smiled and caressed her hair one last time, before moving out of the room.

He continued his trip to his bathroom while removing his clothes, and once inside he let the hot water do wonders over his back, he let the water take away his worries for the moment. He was tired, really tired, he has been dealing with his feelings all day and not to forget his friends, they drilled him until they got out of him the information they wanted. That video call has been a helpful mess in a way.

"Hyung, I can't believe you did this to us" said a very upset looking Lucas through their video call. "Hyoyeon is going to kill me, because of you" Taehyung remained in silence, he was talking too them from their boss is office, during Saturday afternoon Big Hit was always empty so he had the building for himself, he decided to check his emails, when he noticed he had a gazillion messages from his brothers and that is when he remembered he deserted them in the airport.

"Taehyung, we were really worried for you" said Eunwoo looking not too happy "You just disappeared after we bought some food, we thought you were in the plane already, but to our surprise you were not there and it was too late to get down"