Tegans P.O.V
She was so cute... She was all I could think about since bumping into her the other day. She was beautiful, and she had a soul like mine...That and she is my mate...
Shes part human, part wolf, I can tell shes not a full blood, the emotional damage must have caused her wolf not to change, on her nineteenth birthday. What ever that guy did, it broke her. I felt myself becoming more annoyed as my wolf whined for his mate.
"Be patient Theo, we've got to take things slow."I whispered to him, thinking about our dinner, I had ordered her book as soon as I got into my apartment and got it on Amazon prime. So next day delivery.
I was so happy she agreed to dinner again, I was so sure shed reject me. I heard her crying and talking to herself earlier. And my heart broke for her, and partly for myself because I couldn't do anything. Stressed, I went and showered to try and calm down. But my agitation didn't settle, so I figured some fresh air might help, so I walked out if my front door and stepped out into the night onto the walk way.
"Hi."Said a meek little voice, I instantly knew it was her, the electric in the air.
"Hey little one, is everything okay?" I asked her my eyes boring into hers.
"No, not really....I realised something."She frowned, staring out onto the moonlight sky.
"And what's that?"I asked cautiously, unsure of what she was going to say.
"I have a barrier, I put myself into my own little clean freak world to protect myself getting hurt again...for a long time, I thought I was happy, until you anyways. And I dunno why but I feel like theres a connection between us, but I'm so scared, and I cant offer you anything more then friendship...but maybe one day I will be able too, but I'll need you're help, and to see a therapist or something, because it's like an addiction to me, but I cant stop, it's so so hard, but it's like smoking a cigarette, you need the nicotine, but for me, its needing the reassurance that I'm not dirty, or filthy, and I want to change, and I never thought I would, it didn't seem worth while. But I'm wanting to, I want friends, and a life, and maybe a boyfriend, maybe one day even kids, and pets, but while I'm like this.... I just cant have any of that."She sighed as a stray tear fell from her cheek as she placed her head down against the railings.
"Its okay, there is no rush, and I really want to be friends, I know we dont know each other, but we share something very special, and it is more then worth waiting and working through with you, these things take time, and I dont expect anything more then friendship, and I'm sorry if I gave you that impression, maybe one day something could blossom between us, but who knows what the future holds."I smiled shyly at her, patting her shoulder in Hope's of reassuring her.
"Hug me."She whispered meekly, my breath catching in my throat.
"What?"I asked, shocked.
She repeated the words, louder and stronger this time.
"I know I barely know you, but I want to be friends and friends should be able to share hugs, and I want to feel a hug, I haven't had one in so long, it's been a good three, nearly four years since I last had one, and I miss the reassuring feeling."She smiled at me, and I leaned in, pressing us together, the space between us, gone. She sighed, and I snuggled into her, until she sharply pulled away, tugging at her shirt.
"Too soon?"I asked with a small smile, and she nodded at me.
"Weve got all the time in the world."I smiled at her, and she smiled back.
"I'm going to go in now."She mumbled with bright pink cheeks, her eyes sparkling from the moonlight reflecting in them.
"Okay, have a good night and try to get some sleep."I gently smiled, as she walked into her apartment, she gave me a small wave before shutting and locking the door.
I smiled to myself looking out at the moon and stars above me.
"You will be mine one day, I'm not giving up."I muttered to myself, basking in the memories of what just happened and smiling at the sky like a mad man, before I two retreated to my apartment. I flicked off my shoes and pulled off my shirt, leaving me in my shorts, and I walked to my bedroom. I chucked myself onto the bed, and let myself fall into a deep sleep solely about her.
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