7 Sins For 7 Dead

[18] You were always special

After breakfast, you helped Jin clean while the boys went and got changed out of their pyjamas. "Jinnie what should I do about Jungkook? He looked like he really wanted to say something to me at breakfast". Jin rubbed his neck, thinking. "Y/n I have never had to deal with this type of thing before. He has never gone out of his way to intentionally cause hurt upon good people, that is not how he rolls". You sighed deeply, "I think I'm going to go talk to him about it". You walked down the corridor until you reached Jungkook's room knocking softly. "Come in, it should be unlocked," a small voice said. You rotated the handle, opening the door slowly. Jungkook sat on a wooden chair by a small window. His apartment looked like a box. It was tiny. His bed was a thin mattress on the floor and his kitchen was more like a sink, stove and microwave. You walked towards him. "Jungkook, I want to talk about yesterday," you said softly. You had no idea the boys had allowed him to be put in this small of a room. Did he even fit in his shower cubicle? Jungkook turned on his chair, "Y/n I'm so sorry. For everything. I never do anything like that. You'd think my reason for doing it is stupid". He placed his head in his hands. He looked regretful. "Kookie, I don't think I'll find it stupid. Don't be afraid to tell me" you said softly. Without moving his head from his hands, he mumbled his reasoning. "I was trying to impress you. I'm the youngest here. I don't have anything, I can't get anything. I'm useless, I don't know why I even tried to get your attention. I just want you to notice me. I see how you look at the other boys. You love them now. But I wrecked whatever chance I had". His voice broke towards the end. This boy in front of you was sensitive, brittle even. he could break at any moment. "Jungkook, look at me." He didn't move. You kneeled in front of him and grabbed his hands, intertwining your fingers and holding them. "I said look at me". He raised his head, his eyes meeting yours. "You did not wreck your chance. Never. All you did was disappoint me for a little bit. I thought you did it for nothing, now I know otherwise. Kookie you always had my attention. I can see how special you are. You live in a box yet you don't act as you do. You're always so happy, smiling whenever anyone is around. I don't think you know how special you are". You stood pulling him with you. Once you were both standing you pulled him into a hug. You felt his body sink into yours. "I want what you have Jungkook. I wish I could be as happy as you are. I wish I could live every day like you do, with as little as you do" He pulled back looking into your eyes. They flashed their signature gold before your hip and thigh began an all too familiar burning sensation. Jungkook gasped, "Your eyes, they just flashed gold. What is happening right now?". He placed his hands on your hips eyeing you, "Oh your hip is really hot, are you okay y/n?" You shivered as his hands rested so easily on you. The burning sensation kicked up a notch. Your legs gave way and Jungkook held you up. "Y/n tell me what's going on". You breathed heavily, "Bondtattoo...burning...worse....thanlasttime". Jungkook laid you on the floor. Pushing your hair out of your face he watched as your eyes slowly closed. "It'll be okay y/n. It'll be okay..."

You awoke in your own bed. You felt extra warm. Suddenly you remembered the last time you felt like that. The time a certain Jimin was spooning you. You turned around prepared to throw a punch when your eyes landed on a sleeping Jungkook. His mouth was slightly open, his face completely relaxed. He looked cute. His arm suddenly shot out, snaking around your waist and pulling you flush against him. "Take a picture, it'll last longer". You scoffed at his remark, "Jungkook, why are you in my bed?". His eyes peeled open, "Well I decided you probably didn't want to sleep on my little mattress so I brought you back up here. Only when I got here and laid you down I couldn't resist just trying it once. I've never been in a bed so soft I swear its heaven for a hell derived creature like me." You laughed at his honesty. It was a good bed, he wasn't wrong there. Jungkook continued, "Plus, you were in it so the temptation was even bigger," he wiggled his eyebrows. Since when was he so cheesy? Also, why weren't you mad at him? You suddenly remembered the tattoo. Whatever it was, it was huge. You smacked Jungkook's arm. "Ow! Why was that for?". You rolled your eyes, "Kookie my tattoo, I felt the burn, It was huge. Whatever made us bond must have been stronger than the other two I've gone through". You stood up and walked to the mirror on your cupboard. Just as you were about to pull your pants down you realised that Jungkook was still here. "Can you go to the bathroom please Kookie?" You said it in the cutest voice you could muster. Jungkook smiled but still shook his head. 'Sorry y/n but I think I deserve to know what the tattoo is as well, don't you think?". You sighed, "Just this once". Jungkook smiled and clapped his hands together happily. You pulled your pants down and turned to your right so your left hip would be seen in the mirror. 

The words 'all I want is you' could be seen in script writing surrounded in vines and roses that trailed down your thigh. The vines even had thorns. This was one detailed bond tattoo. "Oh my god. Wait till the boys hear this" Jungkook mumbled. You closed your eyes for a couple seconds hoping if you opened them, you'd see a different tattoo. You felt two arms wrap around you, a raspy voice at your ear, "I like it. I think its really hot". How did Jungkook go from happy little boy to lusty daddy in two seconds? "Whatever your trying you better watch yourself." You opened your eyes and looked at him, "Unless of course, you want to stay in that square box of yours?" You sniggered. Jungkook turned his head to the side, "What are you talking about y/n?". You pulled your pants back up and sat on the edge of the bed. "Listen, Kookie, all the other boys live in lavish apartments. They get to indulge in their sins. I mean this used to be Yoongi's bed for christ sake. You live in a tiny little box, unable to indulge. So I figured you could come to live in my apartment while we renovate yours so that you can live like the other boys, fairly". Jungkook was starstruck, not only did you look like a goddess, turns out you are one. He couldn't believe that one of the boys had turned such a pure soul. While he hoped it was him, he also hoped it wasn't. "What do you think Jungkook, would you want to do that?". Jungkook snapped out of his internal conversation with himself, "Hell yes I would. Not only do I get to have a nice apartment like you guys, but I also get to stay with you while I get one". You smiled happy that he liked your idea. "Let's go get your clothes. We'll tell the boys tonight at dinner". 

A/N: Yee Yee. Get ready cause y/n gon be covered in pretty white tattoos. Do you think that how the sin feels towards y/n defines how big the tattoo will be? Guess you'll find out...