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Chapter 15

Lisa POV

Today is the comeback day. All four of us were excited, we didn't manage to sleep much last night and it was a pain to wait until 11 O'clock for our live broadcast.

"Boo!" I shrieked and turned around, clutching my chest in shock. And there was Y/N, clutching her stomach as she laughed.

"That's not very nice." I tried to be mad at her but a grin breaks out. I tackled her into a hug.

"That's what you always do to me."

"Y/N!" I released Y/N but she was tackled into another hug.

"Oof- Hi Chaeyoung." She patted Chaeyoung softly as she clung onto her. The other three had gotten close to Y/N as well since Y/N started coming over to our dorm more often. Jennie and Jisoo greeted Y/N but Chaeyoung still clung onto her.

"Ok ok. Chaeyoung-ah, let my knight go." I pouted as I tried to pry her fingers off. Chaeyoung raised a brow before releasing her.

"Girls get ready! Your broadcast is starting soon!" The four of us nodded before scrambling off to the couches that were prepared for us in the room.

Time skip to the end of the broadcast and comeback

"Yay! We're done! Can't wait to see the fans reaction." Chaeyoung yawned as she laid her head on Jisoo's shoulder.

"The fans? Blinks!" Jennie gasped. Chaeyoung nodded sleepily.

"Come on. Let's go back to the dorm. We still have to prepare for the comeback stage that's happening in just a few hours." Jisoo patted Chaeyoung's arm.

All of us nodded and we walked off the set. Y/N was stood up from the set and congratulated us, wishing us a successful comeback. I clung onto Y/N again, closing my eyes as I buried my face into her neck.

Time skip again.

"Good job girls. Go for your lunch break now." Our instructor told us before packing his stuff up, saying that he would come back later. The four of us nodded before lying down on the floor, exhausted, sweaty and sticky.

"Let's go get some food." Chaeyoung said as she tried to pull Jennie up from the ground, who whined as she felt herself being lifted from the ground. "Unnie please." Chaeyoung asked Jennie, pouting.

Jennie looked at Chaeyoung, mouth slightly parted, then looked at Jisoo, who was lying down on the ground with her arm cover her eyes. She looked back at Chaeyoung before sighing, nodding her head. Chaeyoung let out a whoop of triumph before pulling Jisoo up as well.

"Come on Lisa! Let's go!" She pulled me up.

"I'm not hungry. You guys go ahead first, I still want to practise." I told them.

"What? No! You need to eat. Besides, you're a great dancer and you've been practicing since morning." Jisoo said sternly.

"No."

"We'll get you some food from the cafeteria after we're done." Jennie informed me. "Don't push yourself too hard."

Chaeyoung looked at me in disbelief. Jisoo and Jennie has already gone out. "Are you sure Lisa? Don't force yourself alright? Health is more important." She patted my back and I nodded.

"I got this. Go get your food chaemunk." She gave me one last look, worry evident on her face, and I dismissed it by saying that I'll be fine. Jisoo and Jennie then called for her and she ran out, leaving me alone in the dance studio.

I walked over to my bag and took out a speaker that I always brought with me. Connecting it to my phone, I started to blast music. Practicing "don't know what to do" again.

After a good 15 minutes of dancing to our new comeback songs, I sat down cross legged on the floor. Grabbing my phone, I decided to scroll through social media. I smiled at Blinks' reaction to the comeback. I scrolled down further.

"Oh my god! You call this the best Dancer? She looks so stiff!" I frown at the comment but brushed it off and scrolled down further.

"Lol! Ikr. Go back to Thailand."

"Maybe she should train more."

"Look at her nose! Obviously plastic surgery."

The more I scroll down, more hate comments started popping up. I tried to steady my breathing. Taking in deep breaths. Turning off my phone, I tossed it aside before curling into a ball. Closing my eyes, I tried to ignore all the hate comments. But the more I tried to, the louder the voices got. In vain attempt to drown the voices, I turned on the music of our comeback, on full blast, connected to a speaker.

Then it hit me.

Maybe I'm not worth to be in Blackpink after all.

(A/N): no hate only love.