famous siblings.

Aftermath

Avery's POV
I felt sick, physically and mentally. I didn't understand the feeling, it wasn't the thing I'd felt before, I'd never had a boyfriend before, but the one thing I did know is that I would love Johnny through everything but I don't know if he's worth fighting for.
I called Lexi. She was the only one that I knew understood the pain I was going through. She had had plenty of heartbreaks and hangovers to understand them both together.
Her voice seemed crackly and the background sounded full of busy people, like a hospital.
"hey lex." I said trying to act fine.
"hi.. um can i call you back later? kyle's nose is broke so we brought him to the hospital."
"yeah sure." I replied, kind of disappointed.
She ended the call as I clicked onto the contacts section in my phone app. I wondered who to call, and then I saw his number, the one person I really didn't want to speak to, I have 18 missed calls off him and I don't know how many messages. Of course I loved him, but i was angry at him. The only thing that could ever make me not mad is that the whole thing was a misunderstanding, which is kind of what he was trying to say last night, I think.

I decided to call him back, no answer. I wasn't going to beg off him, if he didn't want to speak to me now, he wouldn't.
I decided to throw my hair up into a messy bun, remove the makeup that my drunk self failed to get off last night, and put on a hoodie with some yoga pants.
I walked outside my house, my airpods in and my music playing. I tried to sing along in my head instead of out loud, because that's just embarrassing.
I walked to the park and sat on the bench. No one was here, just about 3 kids who were playing tag on the slide and swings.
The grass looked different, so did the sky. I hasn't really been here without looking down at my phone all the time.
I guess boys really do change you, and so does alcohol.
I saw Joey walk past with his dog. He looked at me but continued walking, is it the no makeup?
Strangely, Ella walked past to.
She just happened to be with the one person who could only make my day worst.
Kacey.
I rolled my eyes and looked up at the sky, pulling my hood up to focus my concentration.
"You look like a weirdo." I heard a crackly voice come from the other side of me, with a deep laugh following it.
It was Kyle and Lexi, finally, someone I actually want to talk to.
I hugged Lexi, shocked to see her.
"You look a mess." She said honestly.
I shrugged my shoulders, "atleast you're being honest with me." I laughed.
It felt like I hadn't laughed in ages, I barely remember anything that happened last night, like it didn't exist.
I just happen to remember the worst parts, the kissing parts.
I then zoned out, I couldn't hear the birds tweeting anymore, I couldn't hear the grass swaying, my mind just went blank, my ears felt like they needed to pop, but there was nothing to pop. I felt myself lie down, and I heard a scream pass me, before I just completely zoned out.