'I just wanna leave you, hate you, erase you', is what Jung Wooyoung had written down on one of his lyrics papers in front of him before the reality pushed him and let him rip that sheet apart. This boy couldn't stop loving the love of his live, Y/N, no matter what she did. Nothing in this world was owning the force to make him forget you, finally erase you. Wooyoung wouldn't have stopped loving you, whether you burned his house or the school, he wouldn't have forgotten you. You, his ex, though, the lovely person he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. Without even noticing it he was internally suffering for love and nothing else.
[10;24pm]
"I just wanna love you, touch you, be with you, hold you close", the most important person of your life whispered in your ear, resting his chin on your shoulder. A decent simper washed up on your lips as this sentence resounded, it was more than just meaningful in your eyes.
Whoever said school-proms were boring was totally wrong or just didn't manage to take a certain Donghee with them. Slow dances, a nice buffet, your boyfriend, some other classmates. What else could be nicer?
Donghee gently gripped your arms and pulled you as close as possible, almost accidentally pushing himself back. The boy pressed his forehead against yours and blankly, but filled with emotions, stared you right into the eyes. Neither of you two could conceal a smile in that moment, everything seemed unrealistic.
[Meanwhile]
"Wooyoung, you need to cut down on your alcohol consumption now", a good friend of his advised him to, already dragging a cup of wine away from Wooyoung. Logically, the only thing his friend earned were unpleased glares from the boy.
"Pfft. Look at them", Wooyoung stated in an unsatisfied way "They don't match". His friend threw judging looks at the boy "They're a match made in heaven". Another scoff was to be heard right afterwards.
Carefully, Wooyoung was watching you and Donghee dancing in the center of the hall among a few other couples. Nervous taps with his fingers didn't lighten the atmosphere at all, only effected the other way around.
Meanwhile, you and your boy were still talking about God and the world until suddenly a loud noise of something crashing was audible. Each single soul in the room got frightened, including you of course. Donghee abruptly held your body close, intending to protect it. "Damn speaker!", Everyone's eyes wandered to the guy who had accidentally run into the speaker which crashed onto the floor. Before even he was embarrassed, you were. Damn, your ex of course. Immediately you hid your face behind the sleeves of your cotton vest. Wooyoung and his friend were trying to make the speaker work again what did not work in any way at first. After a short moment you groaned, walked over there and helped repairing it since you had some knowledge about stage Technics. Luckily, you managed to make it work again, receiving a big applause.
Unexpectedly, someone touched your shoulder "You want a drink as well?". As you turned around your fragile body you saw Wooyoung standing behind you, reaching you a cup of wine. Without slipping a single word over your lips you took the drink and smiled slightly. Awkward silence, soon to be broken by the boy "And, Y/N, How's your evening going?". Quickly, you swallowed before smiling widely all of a sudden, a sign it was great.
[11;30pm]
While Donghee was talking to his friends, you held a conversation with Wooyoung. What you noticed was that he didn't change a bit. His hand innocently wandered over to yours, soon his palm was covering your hand. "Those were nice moments", he stated, presenting you a fake smile. A minor smile was showing up, on yours as well as on his lips. He was right, no way to deny that fact. Suddenly he sighed deeply "I still didn't get over you", almost tearing up. "I didn't break up because I didn't love you anymore, you know. It was cuz this girl kept torturing me", you explained, gripping his hand tighter. Everything only happened due to a girl who was having a crush on him and decided to bully you until you let Wooyoung go. Back that time you knew it was the worst decision you had ever made. Deep inside you knew he was the one, the only one.
Wooyoung nodded, understanding every single word you said. Although he showed his confidence on the outside, you saw how destroyed he was internally, his heart and mind were at fight, the emotions a wreck. You couldn't but stand up and give him a big fat hug. This felt perfect, as amazing as the time you were with him. You missed those times. He of course hugged you back tightly and as you let go, he cupped your cheeks and pecked your forehead. Butterflies all across your body, just wow. Even in such a tiny peck you could feel extreme emotions, you couldn't imagine what you'd feel if he kissed you passionately now. You wanted him to be yours, you wanted to love him again, what you actually still did. So you committed one of the worst sins known to mankind.
"Wooyoung, I love you"
Those words made the boy turn around again, surprise written on his face. Were you cheating now? Have you really come to that point?
Wooyoung approached you carefully, not wanting to come too close. But at around 20 centimeters distance you stepped forward and hugged him again, trying to get rid of the thought of being a cheating bitch. But when you looked over his shoulder you were shocked but happy to have done so.
"Donghee", you stuttered weakly, suddenly losing grip on the hug. Wooyoung smoothly entangled himself from the hug just to turn around and see what was making you so weak. Donghee was standing there, holding another girl's hips in a mild way, in that very moment kissing her.
Wooyoung immediately walked over to your actually boyfriend, pushing him away from this girl and straight a few metres away. In a kinda brutal way he turned Donghee around "Look what you've done" and pointed a finger at you, standing there while getting comforted by some friends. You were crying, knowing he seemed to have been cheating on you for a while already. "You just wasted an angel. I might be her ex but that doesn't stop me from protecting her from people like you. She deserves to get loved, taken care of. She deserves loyalty. If you don't take this girl, I'm gonna take her again. Your own loss", Wooyoung let go of Donghee's smoking, walking over to you in a monotone way. Immediately, he pulled you into a hug and stroked the back of your head "Shhht, everything's gonna be fine again". He was your shoulder to cry on, your savior of all situations. You really loved him and that was the ultimate evidence.
[1;20am]
Finally you exited this building, leaving these bad memories there. "It's kinda late. Should I drop you off at your parent's apartment or do you wanna stay overnight at mine?", Wooyoung asked, looking at the time on his phone's display. His home was only five minutes away while yours was around forty minutes. You agreed on staying at his, like in the good old times. Hand in hand you walked that path through the park, revising the day.
[1;54am]
"You know how much I missed that, don't you?", Wooyoung asked jokingly, making you giggle. Of course you did. He sat down on his bed, waiting for you to return from the bathroom in one of his hoodies. Being completely barefaced, wearing an oversized hoodie, hairstyle being a simple braid, you sat down next to him after you had left the bath. After a little silence he snickered "You're beautiful" and cupped your cheeks again. And finally he pressed his lips against yours, letting you feel all emotions flow. These were the meaningful kisses you had missed to the moon and back. You could literally feel every single feeling he was undergoing at the moment, you could feel happiness. Your happiness and his happiness. A kind of satisfaction which only soulmates could feel.
