Applying for a Daddy

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Colby was sleeping, and I could hear people downstairs. Colby was holding me between him and the wall. His hand on my hip, and his head was laying on my shoulder. He had a slight snore at this angle and he was wearing his retainer which I thought was so cute. Colby may not admit it to his fans or friends but he's got insecurities about things. I think those are the things I love most about him. He shifted in his sleep, turning over onto his back. I moved over and propped myself up on my elbow, watching him sleep. He was so beautiful, peaceful. He shifted again and this time opened his eyes. He looked up at me and furrowed his brows together. "Are you watching me sleep?" He asked, his voice raspy and low.
"Yes. You look peaceful when you're asleep."
"Do you do that often?" He asked, turning to face me. His arms snaked around my side, pulling me closer to him. I smiled, nodding my head.
He chuckled and kissed me, smiling into the kiss. I cupped his face and kissed him back, also smiling.

We decided to go for a hike with Sam and Kat. They were downstairs waiting for us.
"Go get dressed and I'll be down in a minutes okay, babygirl." Colby whispered as he pulled me out of bed. I groaned a little, which caused Colby to give me a very stern look. His eyes were a piercing blue, he always had a way to make me feel completely vulnerable. The light hit his face so I could see every detail of his perfect ivory skin. His lips pressed together, and he raised one eyebrow. I couldn't help but shift in place. His placed his hands on my waist, and leaned down closer to me. "Go get dressed." He said, his voice was very low. I took in a deep breath. What I wouldn't give to have him kiss me right now, but I knew he wouldn't. "Yes sir." I said, my voice cracking as I spoke. He chuckled and kissed my forehead, leading me to the door. I pouted a little and walked downstairs. Sam and Kat were sitting in the kitchen. I walked past them, saying a quick good morning and went into my room. I picked out a pair of black leggings that had see through patches around the legs. I found a matching black shirt and changed quickly. I met the three of them out in the kitchen. "Colby, can you help me tie up my hair please?" I bounced next to him, he chuckled and took the brush and hair-tie from me. He spun me around and took my hair in one hand, which was because his hands were so big compared to mine. He brushed my hair straight back and tied it into a nice pony tail. His hands landed on my shoulders, he leaned down and kissed my cheek. I bounced back into my room to put my brush away.

We went for the hike, going up this trail that the boys usually took. We were going around a curve in the trail when I tripped. I fell a little off the side of the trail. I screamed, obviously. Colby turned around immediately and caught me, but not before my leg scrapped against the huge rocks on that side of the trail. He picked me up and turned to Sam. "I'm taking her back down." He said. His voice was full of concern but also something that sounded like anger. Sam nodded and we all made our way back to the car. My leg was bleeding and covered in dirt. It wasn't bleeding a lot though. I buried my face into Colby's neck and tried not to think about the pain. We made it back to Colby's car and he sat me into the back seat, letting me lay down across the seat. Him and Sam cleaned the scrapes with their water bottles and Kat talked to me to distract me. When we got home, Colby took me to the bathroom to clean the cuts a little more. There was one deep one from a larger rock that was sharper than the rest. We cleaned them up and bandaged the area with wraps. Colby then carried me the my room and laid with me on the bean bag bed. He wrapped me in a blanket and gave me my favorite stuffy. We laid there and listened to my favorite playlist, which was a mix of some indie music.

It was only 10:00 a.m. Colby wouldn't let me get up until I couldn't feel pain in my leg anymore. "How are you feeling, Kitten?" He asked me. Again. I smiled and kissed right behind his ear. "Yes Sir, I'm okay. Thank you." I said softly, hiding my face in his chest.

Once I started feeling better, Colby and the boys decided to go to a party. So I assumed I would stay over at Ricky's like I have before. When the boys go on trips for filming or to parties that are too big for me to go. Colby lets me stay over with Ricky and everyone else and picks me up in the morning. I was expecting for Colby to tell me the party was at some big club and he didn't want me to get hurt. Especially considering I was already hurt.
"Harps. Are you coming tonight?" Kat asked, and that brought my hopes up a little, cause maybe Colby would let me go if Kat could watch over me.
I looked from her to Colby, waiting for his answer. He didn't even think about it. "Yeah, it's not a big club or a concert so I won't lose her in the crowd. It's gonna be a pretty chill night. Also the whole group is gonna be there so I'll have extra eyes on you." He said as he walked to me. I smiled and jumped into his arms. "Yes! I'm so excited!" I squealed. He chuckled and kissed me, placing his hand in my back pocket. Kat pulled me away from him and back into my room. She pulled out a pair of blue jeans, with holes and rips in them. She pulled a white crop top from my drawer and then opened my top drawer. I sat up quickly with panic going through my body. "Oh I know you have lingerie. Don't worry." She laughed. Pulling out a black, skintight, lace body suit. I haven't worn that in months. She laid everything down and told me to get dressed as she walked out. I did as I was told, out of habit. I picked out the matching pair of underwear to the body suit and put it on. Zipping the side of it and adjusting my boobs before pulling my pants on. I put my crop top on and looked in the mirror. Kat was right to pick this outfit. I looked good in this. I pulled my white vans on and laced them up. I walked out into the kitchen and Colby turned to me. He bit his lip and nodded his head. "Hell yeah. I like this."

We arrived at this party, Jake, Kat and Sam stuffed in the back seat of Colby's car. Tara was meeting us there, since it would take her more gas to drive to our house. We all went inside and I could hear a few familiar voices. Brennen Taylor being one of them. I rolled my eyes. Then I heard David Dobrik. Which meant tonight was going to be a crazy, awful night. Colby handed me a drink, that was handed to him by someone else. He then took a sip of the second drink that was handed to him. I did the same, just to try and feel normal. Colby leaned my against a wall and his arm that was wrapped around my waist loosened. He kissed my cheek and said he was going to go say hi to a few people. I nodded and grabbed his hand, pulling him to me. I cupped his cheek and kissed him passionately. "I love you. Stay close please?" I begged. Knowing how he gets when drunk. He nodded and kissed my cheek before going off into the crowd. Jake following close behind. I leaned myself against the wall, taking a large sip of whatever was in my cup. It didn't taste like beer, so I honestly had no idea what I was drinking. Sam kissed Kat's cheek, walking off into the crowd as well. Kat stood by me, not talking. I turned to her, laughing a bit. "You don't have to babysit me. I'll be fine." I said.
"I'm not babysitting. We're hanging out. Besides, I can't leave you alone." She stepped closer to me as people passed by us. I sighed. "Kitty Kat, you wanna go party with Sam. I know you do. I'll be fine." I added. She shook her head. "Katrina. Go. Colby will be here in a few minutes to check on me and we'll go sit together and have a good time. Go have fun." I smiled, rubbing her arm. She sighed and nodded. "If Colby doesn't show up in five minutes you text me. Got it." She demanded. I nodded and smiled as she walked off.

20 minutes later and I had seen no one. Jake and Colby had disappeared into the right side of the party which I assumed was the living room. Kat walked away into the kitchen and Sam hadn't popped up either. I didn't even know if Tara was here or not. I still had half a drink left, because I didn't want to end up drunk. I saw someone I thought I recognized, but I wasn't sure from where. Maybe he filmed with the boys. I wasn't going to chase after him to find out though. A few minutes pass by and I saw his face again. Tall, a jaw line that could cut someone and thirst deep brown eyes. He stared at me long enough for me to realize where I knew him from. Then he started to walk towards me. I sighed and stood up straight, adjusting my shirt to pull it down a little.
"Hi, my name is-"
"Logan." I cut him off.
He smiled. "So you know who I am then?"
"I know you messaged me about my ad."
"I did. Are you still interested? Because seeing you in person is a lot better than that picture."
I looked down. "No I'm not. I have a caregiver now. Thank you, though." I smiled and took a sip of my drink. He held out his hand and offered it to me.
"So then I can at least gain a friend tonight, yeah?" He smiled and watched me. I shook his hand, smiling. "We'll see." I said.

We talked for a bit, before I felt a hand snakes around my shoulder. "Heyyyy Harps. Who's this?" Sam asked. I turned to him. "This is Logan. I was just telling him about Colby." I said. He nodded and turned to Logan. "She's taken."
"I know, she told me as soon as I said hi." He said chuckling. I shook my head and looked down. "I'll leave you, your friend here seems over protective." He said, placing a hand on my arm. I nodded as he walked away. "Sam." I turned to him again. "Harper." He said smiling. "Do you think I'd hurt Colby like that?" I said, pulling his arm off of me. "No, but I don't trust that guy, he looked sketchy."
I shook my head as he grabbed my hand, leading my through the party. I saw Colby sitting on the couch, a girl next to him. I stopped in my tracks. She was tall and had long black hair, small eyes and a beautiful smile. Sam stopped and turned to me. "Harper, I'm sorry... I didn't know she was here."
"Who is she?" I said as she placed her hand on Colby's leg. Colby smiled. He smiled? I sighed and turned around, walking away from Sam. I passed Jake and Tara on the way out, Kat was with them. Tara pointed at me and Kat grabbed my arm. "What's wrong?" She asked, Jake looked around the room. "I just want to go home." I said and I pushed always her and left.

I called an Uber and had them take me home. Not to Colby's house. Home to Ricky. I knocked on the door to his apartment, tears streaming down my face. Oli opened the door. I immediately walked in and sat on the couch. Ricky sat up, and looked at me. "Harper!?"
"Don't tell Colby I'm here." I whined. Crying more.