sonder

im falling in love with sin

there is something truly rotten about me

deep down in my core

and i keep wondering

when the elixir of pure hatred

with whispers of evil serum i've concocted inside my brain

the only antidote being deep in my essence

to the right of my insecurities

straight ahead to self-doubt

i think it near impossible to drown out the voice that scream

how abnormal i am

and everyday i wonder

when they'll stop

or if they ever will

so i'm left here

drowning

cracking inside my skull

a scuffle with my path

the water enters my soul

and i crave the replenishment

But to my dismay

the dark, dry void i've fabricated

is tainted with deadly sins

greed forces my eyes bleed emerald

lust fills me with a insatiable hunger

wrath makes my blood boil

envy overweighs them all

making me jealous over what was never mine