Chapter 13. Crying and the past

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Gabe POV

Trigger warning
do not read if you are not okay with hearing about abuse, emotional abuse, rape (hinted), and murder.

How did he forget about Bobby. Oh my Chuck, this is so embarrassing; What am I going to do?

"Angel relax, he'll be fine, he told me he once walked in on Michael and Luci" Sammoose says laughing

"Are you sure though, I'm sure you don't want them to think.....You know what,  nevermind lets get going"

"Angel, what is it?" Sammoose says putting his hand on my shoulder and turning him towards me.

"It's nothing Sammoose"

"Angel, you can tell me anything" Sammoose states laughing.

"I'm sure you don't want them to think....."

"Angel" Sammoose says in a caring tone as he tilts my head up so I'm looking at him.

"I'm sure you don't want them to think that you're gay or with someone as worthless as me" Sammoose looks at me sadly as I mumble my words out.

"Angel, you are the most amazing person I've ever met, never talk about yourself like that" Sammoose says as he hugs me.

"Oh and by the way, I'm hella gay" Sammoose whispers, as he stops hugging me.

"Ha same"

"Oh...really......cool" Sammoose says stuttering as we walk back out to where everyone else is.

"Hey guys"

"Hey....." Sammoose says awkwardly

"Dean you're up" Ellen says looking at me and Gabe

"but Gabe may I speak to you first" Ellen says in her motherly tone

I make my way towards Ellen and Bobby, scared out of my mind of what they're going to say

"Gabe, I've known you since you were younger. We've watched you grow up, you and your family have been my neighbors for years. I've seen the way you look at him and the way he looks at you. I can tell he loves you so much, I trust you, and I just wanted to say; any intent you have with my boy is okay by me and that you have my love and support." Ellen says as Bobby nods and I start to cry a little.

"....Thank you Ellen, Bobby...."

"Come here" Ellen says, and with those words I'm hugging her while I sob uncontrollably

"You love him don't you, boy?" Bobby says getting out of his chair

"Yeah I really do, sir"

"Please boy you're basically family, call me Bobby" Bobby says as he gives me a hug as well.

"Thank you, both of you...."

"No problem, son" Ellen says as they both sit back down.

I walk away and wipe my eyes hoping no one will say anything or that no one notices I'm still crying a little.

"Hey Gabbie, are you okay" Meg says as I sit beside Sammoose and wipe the stray tears off my face.

"Yeah I'm fine, Meg"

"Are you sur-" but before Meg could grill me anymore Bobby speaks.

"Dean you're up" Bobby states looking in my direction.

"Good luck Dean-o"

"Thanks, and we need to talk later" Dean-o says looking at me as him and Cassie make it to the stage.

"Dean Ross Winchester, I'll be doing a shine a light reprise duet, and I'll be trying out for Heather Duke" Dean-o states looking at Cassie

"Castiel James Novak, I'll be doing the other Heather's backup, and I already tried out" Cassie says looking at Dean-o

"I'm Meg Mable Masters and I'll be trying out for Kurt, I'll be doing it with Dean in this song" Meg says walking up there.

"Ruby Kate Cassidy, I'll be trying out for Ram, and I'll be doing a duet with Dean and Meg" Ruby says walking and standing beside Ruby

A spot light drops on Cassie. this time white, while he fumbles trying to open his prescription

Stupid child proof caps!

Dean-o starts walking towards him then stands behind him

Aww look, Heather's going to

Dean-o, Meg, and Ruby start backup pointing at him

Whine, whine, whine all night!

Dean-o bends down close to Cassie

You don't deserve to live!

Dean-o gets back up as Ruby, Meg, and him start back up.

Why not kill yourself!

Dean bends back down.

Here have a sedative

Dean-o gets back up to sing this part with Meg and Ruby.

Whine, whine, whine!

Dean-o bends down beside Cassie again as he fumbles with the lid and he rocks back and forth.

Like there's no Santa Claus (boo-hoo)

Dean-o, Meg and Ruby startup again.

You're pathetic because you whine!

Dean-o sits on the floor in the white spotlight as Cassie shakes.

You whine all night!

Dean-o looks at Cassie then Cassie starts crying a little more.

(Whine) Your ass is off the team
(Whine) Go on and bitch and moan
(Whine) You don't deserve to dream
(Whine) You're gonna die alone

Dean gets back up and starts with Meg and Ruby.

Die alone!
Die alone!
Die alone!
DIE ALONE!

As the song ends Cassie runs off the stage and Dean-o follows him. Samoose and I  run out following them.

Oh no

"Cassie, are you okay?"

"Yeah, it's just the song, and it hits home, and I'm so sorry I ruined your audition" Cassie says as his voice breaks and he crys a little more

"Cassie I know, I remember our home before Chuck a little more than you, but you had it the worst, and I'm so so sorry"

"Bee, do you need to talk about it?" Dean-o says looking worried.

"Cassie, do you want me too?"

"It'd be better if you did, Gabe I don't think I could at the moment" Cassie says looking at me then looking back down

"Well okay so, our family before Chuck was abusive, the main girls name was Naomi and she was horrible to me, Cassie, Alfie, and Luci since we were adopted, one day she snapped and beat me, but what she did to Cassie...there was someone else there, our other adopted brother Gadreel She said she sent him away but the cops found him dead in the basement and we're lucky we survived that night. I was able to get Cassie and Alfie away with the help of Luci, Naomi went to jail for life and well we all went to live with Chuck and went to a family theripist, and all of us are on medication now to stop the panic attacks and flashbacks of a night we wish we could forget"

"Bee......" Dean-o says looking at Cassie.

"Angel.... " Sammoose says staring at me.

Y'all will probably want to kill me by the end of this sorry
Bye for now
Syd

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