Pose For Me, Levi

Chapter 16

Eren POV:

The night wasn't easy. Levi really needed rest, and he constantly reassured me that he felt safe next to me, but he'd shudder and shake until he jolted awake with a nightmare still lingering in the back of his mind.

It was about three AM now. He cried softly into my shoulder. I ran a hand through his hair and massaged his scalp.

"What can I do? What do you need?" I hated seeing him like this. If there was anything I could do, I would do it.

Levi took a deep breath and looked up at me. His voice was small and tentative. It broke my heart.

"Make me forget... Just make it go away..." I cupped his face.

"Are you sure? After everything, I don't wanna make you uncomfortable." He shook his head.

"I need you..." I nodded and brought our lips together, kissing him softly. He sniffled and leaned into it, clutching at my shirt with trembling hands.

I carefully rolled him onto his back and crawled between his legs. I wrapped an arm in the dip of his back and carressed his face with the other.

"If at any time you change your mind, just tell me. Promise you'll say something if you need to stop."

Levi bit his lip and nodded. He pulled me into another kiss and tangled his hands in my hair. Slowly, I let my hands begin to trail up his sides. He let out a soft sigh and I took that as a sign to continue.

I pulled back and took both our shirts off. Levi swallowed thickly and brought a shaky hand up to trail over my chest. I leaned back down and started leaving soft kisses over his neck and collarbone.

Levi's fingers trailed down my back to my pants. He tugged at them, so I took them off before returning to where I was. He wiggled out of his pants and looked up at me.

"Eren... I want you." I kissed him and rubbed our hips together. His breath hitched. I grabbed his hand.

"I'm right here. I'm all yours. Just tell me what you what me to do and I'll do it." Levi took shuddering breath before swallowing thickly.

"Just... take me." I smiled a little and pulled off his boxers. He was already half hard. I reached to the side table for some lube and coated my hand. I curled my fingers around his length and slowly started pumping him as I returned my lips to his throat.

Levi made a soft sound. His free hand moved back to my shoulder and he squeezed fingers with the other. I could feel his breathing growing uneven and heavy. I brought my face back up to his and attached our lips.

Levi arched up into my chest with a soft gasp when I swiped my thumb over his slit. I took the opportunity to slide my tongue past his lips. He didn't protest and instead just tangled our tongues together.

After a minute or so, I reluctantly pulled back and let go of Levi's hand in favor of removing my boxers. He gulped and bit his lip.

"I'll never get used to seeing you like this," he mumbled. His hands clenched and unclenched in the sheets like he wanted something. I took his hand in my own and cupped our erections together before moving our hands up and down.

Levi closed his eyes and moaned quietly. His hips bucked into our fists, causing delicious pleasure to spread through my gut at the friction.

Before long, we were both getting impatient. I reached for the lube again, recoating my fingers. I looked up at Levi for permission. He spread his legs. I figured that was a yes.

I traced a lube-covered finger over his entrance until it was slick enough to push it in. Levi tensed. Worried, I moved to pull my hand back, but he grabbed my wrist.

"Don't stop..." I swallowed thickly, but continued pushing my finger in. I worked him on a single digit until the tension had seeped from his thighs and he no longer furrowed his brow. Then I added a second.

This one went in easier than the first, but I could tell Levi still wasn't used to the stretch. I kissed him again, hoping to distract him as I dragged my fingers along his walls. Soft sounds fell from his lips when I wrapped my other hand back around his dick. His toes curled and he hooked his ankles over my hips.

A third finger joined the others. Levi moaned, no longer seeming to feel pain from the intrusion. I still took my time with stretching him out. I didn't want to hurt him.

I pulled out my fingers and reached for a condom, but Levi stopped me. He had a pretty pink blush spread over his cheeks and he was staring shyly at the wall.

"I-I wanna feel you," He mumbled. I smiled down at him and kissed his cheek.

"Okay." I poured a generous amount of lube over my dick and lined up with Levi's entrance. He took a deep breath and nodded. I started inching my way inside.

He tensed up at first, it had been a while afterall, but when I kissed him again, he seemed to take comfort in it and allowed his muscles to relax. I wrapped my arm under and around his waist and pushed in until my hips were pressed against his ass.

Levi took controlled breaths and kept his eyes clenched shut. His brow was furrowed and I could tell he was trying his best to stay calm. I took his hand.

"Look at me." He slowly opened his eyes. "It's just me. I've got you." Levi kept his gaze on mine and nodded.

"I-I'm okay. I'm okay." I squeezed his hand again, supporting myself on my elbows on either side of him. I trailed kissed over his throat and sucked gently on the spot just below where his ear met his neck. He shuddered and wrapped his free arm around my shoulders.

I slowly began to move. Levi let out a soft moan.

I took it slow. This wasn't the night for intensity. Our hips rolled together and our hearts pounded in harmony. Levi's voice hitched up near an octave when I hit his prostate. He gripped my hand harder.

I pulled off his neck in favor of kissing him passionately instead. He whimpered and kissed back. Slowly, we both approached the end.

I rested my forehead against his and gazed into his eyes. "I'm close..."

"Cum inside," he whispered. "I'm close too..."

I squeezed his hand. Not even a minute later, we both came. I kissed him again, slow and sweet as I pumped him through his high.

When we parted, he was shaking a little. "Let me get a washcloth to clean us up. I'll be right back." He nodded and let go of my hand.

As quickly as I could, I prepared a wet washcloth and returned to his side. I took my time gently scrubbing him off before tossing the washcloth somewhere in the corner of the room to be dealt with in the morning.

I laid down and Levi instantly curled into my side. I wrapped both arms around him.

"I love you," he whispered.

"I love you too."

Minutes later, he was asleep in my arms. He didn't wake up even once more that night. He slept with a smile painted peacefully on his lips.