WOOBLIEDU

Early 1

No one would want to know about my childhood days, so I'm just gonna take the important events and put them here.
I was born on 14th of December 2000 , in case any of you guys would ever want to wish me.
I was a really shy kid, the only person that i talked to being completely myself was my mother. Other than my mother, i was scared of each and every person on the planet. I never used to let go of her hand, if i ever went outside, which i preferred to avoid. Also i used to cry a lot, i mean a hell lot, for anything and everything. I barely went to school. I really fucking hated school, except for two persons. One of them was my best friend and the other person was 1116.
We'll come to that later. I used to stay at home most of the days and watch my favorite cartoons, shinchan and doraemon.
Once my parents forced me to go to school, so crying i went to the school and didn't get off the bus and the driver dropped me back home. There were times when the bus didn't come, so all the kids that lived in the campus where i lived sat together on a roof and ate our lunches and celebrated. It was our kinda picnic and the best one.
My mother tells me whatever i used to talk to her about when i was around 8 or 9.
So she told me, i used to say, " I don't know what i will do when i grow up, when i see a bus driver, i think i will become a bus driver. When i see a dancer, i think i will become a dancer. When i see a chef, i want to become a chef. And blah blah blah....". She told me, this one time i came home from school and started telling her how worried i was, about whom i will marry when i grow up and i was freaking 8 years old (like seriously) and I told her, in detail, about all the girl classmates in my class at that time.
Well one thing that i always used to do was making plans. Not small blurry plans for next 2 to 3 days, but clear detailed pictures in my mind about how things would be after a certain point of time.
After me and my best friend got separated into different classes, i didn't talk to anyone and hence made no friends or you can say that i was bad at it. And so my classmates treated me as nobody. Well being a ten year old kid, i thought that's how it works and i told myself that i am nobody. That kind of did stick with me for way too long.

Also according to me, each phase of my life that i went through, forged a person who is still inside of me. When the phase changes, a new person evolves but all the previous characters that i possessed stand in ascending order, giving their own reaction to a particular situation, but i show the world the one that it hopes to see.
For example, when someone slapped me when i was a kid i used to cry. If someone slapped me now, that kid who is still inside of me would cry, but i won't let the world see it. A straight face will do the work here.

Let's talk about 1116.
Well this four digit number, was initially used to refer to the girl, i had a crush on.
But there was so much more to it.